Another day; another pain
Posted 04-24-2010 at 04:27 PM by Malicious Insanity
So strange! I feel so strange! I feel the mental image of myself twisting in unnatural stomach turning ways. The hysterical laughter threatens to rip out of my mind and my lips. What is this! This feels wonderful and horrible at the same time! Oh my! I have tears in my eyes! I need to breath. My chest is constricted and my hands are shaking. How am I typing? Why am I typing? The feeling is becoming dull. I am returning to my normal self now. The hate burns in my mind. I want sanity. Where did it go? Why is it gone? What am I? I am bitter, broken, cruel, cynical, damaged, deficient, demented, devious, empty, envious, fragmented, hollow, hopeless, inadequate, incomplete, inoperable, insane, insufficient, irrational, jealous, loathing, malicious, meaningless, parasitic, pessimistic, resentful, scathing, selfish, stark, useless, vacant, venomous, void, and I am worthless. What is wrong with me? God, I want cheesecake.
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