Childless
Posted 02-27-2011 at 10:54 PM by ShadowSama
I know I am still young. I'm only 27 yrs old. However I have wanted kids since I was 23. My first husband screwed my life over and traumatized me then left me. So I had to start all over with someone new.
Things are different. He's disabled, diabetic with a possibility of sterility. I love him so much that I am willing to live life without kids if we have no other options.
I just wish I could at least raise one child of my own. I doubt the government will let us adopt becuase we cant afford living. We live with his parents. It's sad but with the sorry pay the county pays me and the sorry excuse for a SS check the government gives us for his disability...we live check to check. With bills to pay and the debt my stupid ex husband left me.
almost 3 yrs and I have paid off half of it. I'm doing rather well paying off all my debt. But it sucks we can't afford to live.
I dunno it's so much to deal with but I am willing to deal with it. Not to mention I doubt my insurance will cover artificial insemination. Even if it does it's still way expensive.
My first concern is to lose weight though. I'm suffering at 320lbs right now. Lost 6lbs so i'm doing better. so waiting is better anyways. I just love kids so much.
Things are different. He's disabled, diabetic with a possibility of sterility. I love him so much that I am willing to live life without kids if we have no other options.
I just wish I could at least raise one child of my own. I doubt the government will let us adopt becuase we cant afford living. We live with his parents. It's sad but with the sorry pay the county pays me and the sorry excuse for a SS check the government gives us for his disability...we live check to check. With bills to pay and the debt my stupid ex husband left me.
almost 3 yrs and I have paid off half of it. I'm doing rather well paying off all my debt. But it sucks we can't afford to live.
I dunno it's so much to deal with but I am willing to deal with it. Not to mention I doubt my insurance will cover artificial insemination. Even if it does it's still way expensive.
My first concern is to lose weight though. I'm suffering at 320lbs right now. Lost 6lbs so i'm doing better. so waiting is better anyways. I just love kids so much.
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ohk shadow do u knw dat sometyms u cn ask a fwend 2 just give u a bby if u or ur new guy dnt mind coz i hv a fwend in a similar situation as u bt nw hs a child with 1 of ha fwends n da relationship is nt as akward as i thought it wud b so u cn always try that if u dnty mind.just tryn 2 helpPosted 03-10-2011 at 11:34 PM by rajah blaq 
