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Posted 04-22-2009 at 06:45 AM by Raynie_Lester

April 20, 2009
The start of spring break. This should be a time where I go out in the sun and go to parties and the mall. But I’m trapped inside on a rainy day watching Twilight. Will anything adventurous ever happen for me? Probably not, even though I am ready for it, whatever it may be.
My dad and I went to test drive my moms car this morning. Apparently, my mom was having some trouble starting it when I was still sleeping at eight this morning.
Rawr, Twilight keeps freezing. Sooner or later, I’m going to get a real DVD player and throw the stupid Xbox out the stupid window…if I had a window. Well, when you live in the basement, things like sunshine and ventilation aren’t in the packaged deal.
Anyways, so he taught me how to use a Redbox, we picked out a stupid movie, well I did anyway. I’m not too good with making choices like that.
After that slight adventure, we made our way to Savors to drop off some of my mother’s old clothes. The entire ride, he went on and on about the economy and how my entire world is going to be changing. Well, it wasn’t a shocker, that much is quite clear. I just don’t want it to happen. The future, I mean. Why not stay this way forever? I could deal with that easily. I could even do it alone if the opportunity was ever presented to me.
Google.com has gone to the dogs as well. Not that I’d really be expecting a real vampire to be on a vampire message board, but I can’t even find the fake ones.
So here I am, stuck inside watching stupid Twilight and wishing a vampire would take capture of my heart. But that is probably asking too much of the world anyway.

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And now dad is calling to watch said stupid Redbox movie so I’ll continue when there is more to write about.
The movie wasn’t half bad, I almost cried. It’s called ‘From Within’ and it’s about this curse that makes you commit suicide. Very cool. I left my wiccan days behind me a long time ago, but it was a nice reminder of the past. But once again, the protagonist falls in love with a hot dude. Blah, so cliché.
My niece and I aren’t really seeing eye to eye today. She’s up and down, crying and smiling. She’s a crazy psycho baby. Heh, I can make jokes…or not.
It’s only 2:22 in the afternoon and I restarted Twilight. I haven’t gotten past the scene where Bella meets Edward’s family today. Oh well.
I may read for a little while or try to Play. I haven’t played in ages. It could be the lack of mirrors. I have difficulty playing if I can’t see myself anymore.
It started raining really bad before I came back downstairs. “Perfect Forks weather,” I like to call it. The only thing I’m lacking now is a vampire boyfriend and sexy hair. Hehe, again with the jokes.
Does everyone wish their life was different? Is everyone so dissatisfied with their life? God, I hope not. That’s really cruel. If everyone was dieing inside, well, that’s just an unbearable punishment. It was trusted upon me. I don’t know how to rein it in, to not wear it on my sleeve.
So, this is my third entry, my third week and yet I am still alive and still the same plain usual human girl. Maybe things will never change. Maybe life like that never really happens and I should just accept what I got with optimistic open arms.
…again with my silly jokes.
My life, as pathetic and boring as it is, is exactly that, my life. I should be able to create my perfect world for me, not just let it come to me. I can be rather impatient.
Until next time.
Raynie
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    eeewww Twilight.
    Posted 05-07-2009 at 10:45 PM by Fae-wolf Fae-wolf is offline
 

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