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Posted 04-29-2009 at 07:55 AM by girasol

I am excited! SUPER EXCITED.

and also very good at procrastinating. I would be a rich bitch if that were my job but unfortunately not, so...

I had the first class of my last burlesque course today. We have our graduating performance dates set in early July at some Irish pub. Admission with tickets so I am not too worried that horrible drunken bogans will be gawking at us.

This is the first thing I have had to look forward to for quite a while.

The number one elvis impersonator in Aus. is going to be doing our gig - which miss kitka is incredibly impressed and excited about. Personally I don't mind who does it. At least this will gather more interest and sell more tickets. So if you are by any chance reading this, from here and going to be in the ACT around July then YOU MUST come and watch us

I have hated pink for most of my life but since 2 new years ago when I went as goth barbie and now that I know we are having bright pink and pastel pink feathers with one of our costumes I have warmed to it. I have also been going to the gym, eating less crap, attending all of my classes and going out less. Maybe losing people in my life was a really good thing. Usually I can never gather my words to form clever comebacks at people because I get upset or dismissive but I finalised everything by showing that I am moving on and I politely advised that I don't value constant personal attacks. Small little fucking annoying man.

That is another thing. I think that my current partner has successfully made me find men sexually revolting. I have found that I now never find men attractive. Walking by...sitting somewhere... there would always be at least some random guy who was sort of ok to look at. Now I hate penis and can't think of being in a relationship with any other guy. Not because I am in love... probably because I am horrible. And it is all because he whinges ALL the time. I do feel guilty for being a horrible, careless person but just never when I am annoyed and on the phone. I have no idea why someone would want to continue dating me if they are so unhappy. oh well.

.............I might not need an account here soon. I came here because I was unhappy and bored but didn't want to stay away from things that I was interested in completely. I have started becoming one of those people who are annoyingly happy
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