Its that type of thing that you have to get lost to find that is when it will come to you and unvail it's self to you. For me it took a while to notice then when it came down to it was pretty much the only anwser that had seemed clear. It doesn't mean that you would have to fall off the deep end it just means that you would have to face your fears.

I don't know either but it has worked you have to look for signs but don't look to haed. sometimes it is right in front of you just waiting for you to find it. It is the best option that there is and it works wonders is all that I can say about it at the moment.

I would go for option C that option sounds a lot better then anything else at this point. and it has worked for me and others that I have encountered.

You are not alone.