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Posted 12-05-2010 at 07:14 AM by Martyr
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Today is my day off, so i'm going man-shopping with my friend. We're hitting every thrift store in town to find some cheap treasures. Wish us luck;)
I've been thinking a lot about my current situation, and realizing more and more that I have it pretty good compared to others. But there's still this emptiness; a driving need for something else. I'm not sure what, but maybe this little time away from work will help me reflect on just what that is. "Pull the blinds...
Posted 12-04-2010 at 11:26 AM by Martyr
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I woke up this morning in great discord.
I had the dream about her again. ******** i'll call her, like the Pink Turns Blue song, for confidentiality. An old love, one that is no longer of this world of the living. A victim by her own hand; suicide. It felt so real, I could hear her sombre voice. She said: "Don't worry about me. I'm okay now." And I believed her. I miss her. But at the same time I know it's just an effigy in my own psyche playing tricks on my heart.... All times are GMT -7. The time now is 06:10 PM.
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