[SuicideJade]

thank you OTFW and Al
*your avatar is really creepy at 4 am Al... :shock: *

i'm all out of magic these days too..
i'm mentally drained and it shows by my expanding waistline and steadily becoming pastier complexion..i have went from toasty brown with flipflop tan lines to this icky dead beige colour...
my hair has goone from excellently coiffed *so put by Mr. edible eye*
to living in a ponytail..
and i've developed insomnia wich aids the icky dead beige colour..

if you're out of magic, good thoughts and a prayer will do me fine..
i'm trying my hardest right now to go the way of carnie wilson and al roker and get gastric bypass surgery.. i'm hoping that will end my sudden onset gigantor list of health problems and save my weak screwed together ankle.. also helpind me to remove my icky dead beige colouration..

i'd try to lose it all myself but i don't have that kind of time and my only previous weight loss success involved a LOT of weed and a lot of time to run about like a wild woman..

it's strange to reminisce.. i was once so healthy and maybe even happy..
i've forgotten what either one feels like..

ok.. enough depressingness for today..
i have to put on my clown face for the coming hours...