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Huh. I wish. I am often unable to wear what I would want to, can't go out and struggle to lift my arms to style my hair.
For a long time I felt that as a loss and almost that I didn't belong as a goth anymore. But just as I thought I was done with it it's creeping back strongly and coming out in other ways. I realise I am who I always was. I can't sew my own clothes anymore or wear certain things, but I've fallen hard for the music again and have rescued some barbies from the op shop to dress (and perhaps sew for) in place of myself.
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