[Fruitbat]

I'm almost sad at not letting anyone close. Then I wonder what it would take for me to let someone close again, and I'm not sure I'm up to it. There's only so many times you can be hurt before you say "I've had enough"... but then I don't really want to give up the hope of finding a guy who will actually listen to what I have to say and take it on board, and accept me for all my zany ways and not actually let him in, behind the barrier I put up because I'm tired of people hurting me.


Why is it that people don't do what they say... why is it that people can say "I love you" but they dont' really...

I think I should just get a dog... they are loyal and loving.