melatonin-doesnt work
valerian-doesnt work, and makes me sick
other herbs-nope....
exercise-nope
music-nope
the only way i can get myself rested is to literally knock myself out with nyquil, and i was addicted to that for about a month. i also drank....heavily. those are both awful habits.......im over them now, but im getting desperate. im constantly exhausted....
and even if i do get to sleep, im plagued with nightmares............
.......sometimes i wish i could yell at her and.........god i wish she wasnt gone............
i wish i could see her, one last time....
http://i70.photobucket.com/albums/i1...Picture069.jpg
shit....here i go again....
......*sigh*