Ah, it's like your ripped a page out of my notebook. I've been into a girl that I'm pretty good friends with for two years now, but she is also, alas, straight. And though it hurts, I still enjoy just hanging out with her.
My advice? Just deal. Don't spend every day sweating it out. You know you're into her, and it's not reciprocated. Whatever. Just accept it and eventually the feelings, though they have not left, are just a part of your day.
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