[emeraldlonewoulf]

Finding a genuine faith, and sensing how your spirit connects with it is a life defining thing. I wish you the best in your search, and not to sound corny, but try prayer along with meditation. Kind of like prayer is the asking, and meditating is the language of the answer. Your questioning shows that the idea of an all powerful, supernatural being is a possibility to you, find that, if you can, and how it connects with everything else. Treat each idea presented to you with questioning, feel for truth, and try to trust that as a foundation. that is the real part of faith. Truth, trust, and then, love come through from that. To me, that is how faith is built in anything.