i think someday i will give up and kill myself
i've always been suicidal
right now i'm not sad at all, but i'm sure i will still go through bad times and i'm not sure if i will be strong enough to deal this
i wish i could die right now without having to kill myself. i wish i were dead in 3, 2, 1, DEAD!
but unfortunately i'm still alive, stucked in here
i wish i would wake up in paradise and think "wow that was a really bad nightmare, but i'm glad that was not real"
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