[Fruitbat]

Originally Posted by CarrionCorpse

I just realized it's been far more than six months since his death.
I don't even try to think of when he died.
I don't place a time on it.
I just think about him being gone.
Oh my god.
WHY didn't I go to see him?

*hugs*

Let it go. Don't beat yourself up about this, because you'll drive yourself insane.

Take a drink to his grave and just say what you need to say to him - yeah I know it's a grave but it's really just so you feel better about it. Get it out of your system. It sounds crazy but it does help.

Celebrate life - remember his birthday not his funeral. I used to get plastered on my dad's birthday and eat my mum's favourite dessert on her birthday.

Celebrate his life and don't dwell on his death.