Ah, what hurts most Angelic is that I've hurt a guy I care about a lot. I hurt him a lot. A whole lot. I can't stand hurting those close to me.
I'm one of those crazy fuckers who will drive 16 hour (roundtrip) to help a friend move house or I'd be the one to walk over broken glass before I hurt someone close to me, and I've done it, and I'll have to live with that regret for the rest of my life.
I break all the time, but I fix myself back up and get on with life. It's not the end, even if it feels like it. I'm a resiliant old cow, maybe because the only person I rely on is myself.
Thanks for the songs... I'll look them up.
Cheers
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"Always be kind, for everyone is fighting a hard battle." - Plato
Help me, I'm holding on for dear life
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