Don't know if it's the feel you have, I feel quite often misunderstood which makes me feel alone as well. But there are some nice moments, ray of hope, that make the life worth living - kind of. My ex broke up with me, too, - in 2011. It was the longest relationship I ever had, we hadn't had the sex either - also for many different reasons (I loved her, so I didn't real care; right now I don't know if she did love me). I wish she did, but I don't know for different reasons, different things she did or sometimes didn't. She broke a promise, which led me to my current situation - which is, although it's 2 yrs ago - still something bad. That's the first relationship I wish I could change for different reasons I kind of regret some decisions I made, not the relationship but some within.
Anyway, the reasons of being alone may differ, but being alone is quite the same IMO.
Hope you'll feel better soon.
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