My stimulus package came through last week. I felt incrdibly happy when I saw a decent little sum on top of my wage. However, I am just treating it as a mini credit account to use an advance of 20 or 50 - I won't touch more than a fifth of it at any time because even though the aim of the stimulus is to stimulate the economy, I don't feel that buying early christmas presents for ones self is the wisest idea.I see a rise in taxes and a bite on the ass of fools on the horizon.
A workmate gave...

I am excited! SUPER EXCITED.

and also very good at procrastinating. I would be a rich bitch if that were my job but unfortunately not, so...

I had the first class of my last burlesque course today. We have our graduating performance dates set in early July at some Irish pub. Admission with tickets so I am not too worried that horrible drunken bogans will be gawking at us.

This is the first thing I have had to look forward to for quite a while. ...

I'm worried about robot. It seems that he is having a great time since we cut up our friendship but I know that when I was hurt and did my 180 turn to partying all the time, immitating John by being pissed 7 days a week and making best friends with every new friend I made - I was not ok. I was fucked up and ruined a lot of things. I fucked up my units, made too many friends to make sure I had no real ones, got fatter and insecure and ...just screwed things up big time. I hope that he sees the light...

I feel really bad for being such an ungrateful bitch.
Today people were nice to me. Nobody cut off my sentences, nobody nagged or annoyed me, nobody attacked my personality and I managed to do everything I had planned to do.
I think it was the great start to the day.
I think the wine, fries and rate game were the highlights. Chris thinks anybody with boobs is cute.
me - she had a really cute face
chris - did she?
me- didn't you look
chris - I didn't...

I regret sacrificing my free time so that he could feel comfortable. There are only 3 alternative events here. One isn't even really alternative. Its more ...I have no idea how to put it. It isn't a club night, basically.
I told him that I would not be going to those for a very very long time if ever again. I also said I wouldn't be going to cube on big nights. I did this because I want to stay away from him and everyone else because they are all sacks of shit. Including my boyfriend. He...