I am I my first semester of college. I hate going. I wish I could nail a stake though my head instead of going. I am bored to death every time I go.
I have a test and a final draft due at the end of this week. I feel like I am in over my head.
Spring Brake is next week. Not that I am doing anything or going anywhere. I am going to be in Hell for all of next week. I hate vacations. I would rather go to school then be at home. One of the reasons I graduated high school. I never missed...

The Borders here is closing soon. It brakes my little black heart. I loved that store!

For those that somehow do not know, or could not figure it out, Borders is a bookstore.
It is the only place in town that sold Gothic Beauty Magazine!
I am so upset. I used to buy all my supernatural romance novels there!
I would go there every time I was around there. I would read whole mangas there so I would not have to buy them. That is so bad now that I am thinking about...

I thought I would explain the "Hello Boys and Girls!" thing I start all of my blogs so far with.
It is really something I just started with this site.
In one of the stories I have written the character is older then most of the people around her. I have been writing this story for years. After a while I start to think I am older then I am and this is what happens.
Another idea is that I am one of those people that have "old souls". I always feel older...

I finally got up the nerve to ask out the guy I like and he said no. Not just any no a whole it's-not-you-it's-me talk. I wanted to stab myself through the eye with what ever sharp object was closet. Maybe if it was long enough, it could have gone through my brain. I hated myself so much at that moment. I skipped two classes just to ask him, too. I have never skipped a class in my life!
I am almost happy I will most likely never see him again.
I feel so stupid. What possessed me...

My ex-boyfriend texted me today and I do not want to deal with him again. I do not really know what he wants. He broke up with me. I have no interest of going out with him again.
As I have said in earlier blogs, I like someone else now. I have not asked them out yet, but I plan to when I see him again.
I have moved on with my life, started to look and found someone new. Why is he now wanting to talk to me? I do not have feelings for him anymore.
I went back to him once and...