Sweet silence, please come upon me.
Posted 04-26-2010 at 11:57 AM by Malicious Insanity
I am exhausted. I am physically, mentally, and emotionally weak. This madness is draining. I wish I could sleep myself to oblivion. How many pills will it take? I don’t want help and I don’t want your annoying face spewing “advise” at me. Please; take your “helping hand” someplace else. I just want it all to end. Well most parts of me want it to end, but another sick portion of me enjoys this torment and wishes it to continue. I wonder how much more I can take before I eventually go completely numb. I wish eternal rest would come.
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You should eat something. It is amazing how a snack about an hour before bedtime does the trick.Posted 04-26-2010 at 01:19 PM by Catch 
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I aaaaaaam numb .... sick of the same old networks and servers...wish I could connect the world in another way.. wish I could really love just once more.
Posted 04-27-2010 at 09:27 PM by instinctive
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[QUOTE=Catch;bt706]You should eat something. It is amazing how a snack about an hour before bedtime does the trick.[/QUOTE]
Thank you. I tried this and it seems to have helped with my energy levels.Posted 04-27-2010 at 09:58 PM by Malicious Insanity
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[QUOTE=instinctive;bt712]I aaaaaaam numb .... sick of the same old networks and servers...wish I could connect the world in another way.. wish I could really love just once more.[/QUOTE]
Love is dangerous. I fear that those that are damaged or numb should not nettle in the affairs of love. If love fails it might be the last push needed to make the choice you can't take back.Posted 04-27-2010 at 10:04 PM by Malicious Insanity
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that was very beautiful.
Posted 06-22-2010 at 06:46 AM by Lady Sorrow
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All of us are proned to feelings of numbness. We all feel pain and we all, even those who claim happiness, feel like we want eternal sleep. We all need something to make us feel at peace. I pray you find the strength to obtain this peace, through means of uncertaincy and of madness.
Posted 07-07-2010 at 10:33 AM by Marie
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be patience my dear all it will come soon....
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