SMF 3: Project MLHS
Last time we went over what I consider my second biggest failure, well, this here is my biggest failure of them all. Project MLHS.
This story came to me at a time when I was trying to force myself to be fully devoted to Project T, and because of that, I refused to write down all the ideas that came pouring into my head about MLHS.
I blocked it out, and for a time, I completely forgot it even existed.
It was only much later that I realized what an important piece this story would have been in my larger canon, and sadly, not having written down a single word, I remember very little of how this goes. All I have is a super vague outline of the story, and a ghost of one scene. So this story is currently very dead.
All I can do is hope it, or something equivalent, comes back to me one day. If not, then the bigger picture will have a piece missing. (So? It's not like you're gonna finish any of it, anyway.)
A massive, massive failure even on my standards.
Nothing embarrassing about this one, though. The reason I can’t write it, is solely because I don’t know what happens in it. Rather awkwardly for a wannabe writer (though I don't know if I'm even that anymore), I possess no imagination that I can consciously use, so if I have no inspiration, I just can’t do it.
And where that inspiration comes from is a total mystery to me.
The fate of Project MLHS taught me to never block out inspiration when it does come, though. So, there’s that.
This series is very depressing. I don't know whether I want to keep doing these anymore.
This story came to me at a time when I was trying to force myself to be fully devoted to Project T, and because of that, I refused to write down all the ideas that came pouring into my head about MLHS.
I blocked it out, and for a time, I completely forgot it even existed.
It was only much later that I realized what an important piece this story would have been in my larger canon, and sadly, not having written down a single word, I remember very little of how this goes. All I have is a super vague outline of the story, and a ghost of one scene. So this story is currently very dead.
All I can do is hope it, or something equivalent, comes back to me one day. If not, then the bigger picture will have a piece missing. (So? It's not like you're gonna finish any of it, anyway.)
A massive, massive failure even on my standards.
Nothing embarrassing about this one, though. The reason I can’t write it, is solely because I don’t know what happens in it. Rather awkwardly for a wannabe writer (though I don't know if I'm even that anymore), I possess no imagination that I can consciously use, so if I have no inspiration, I just can’t do it.
And where that inspiration comes from is a total mystery to me.
The fate of Project MLHS taught me to never block out inspiration when it does come, though. So, there’s that.
This series is very depressing. I don't know whether I want to keep doing these anymore.
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