I'm going to a David Bowie concert soon, how exciting!

My boyfriends band is fucking me around with their website. I'm the administrator and they keep giving me inadequate / incorrect info about their gig dates... it maketh me angry

Its still hot, I'm still unemployed and I still have no reason to get out of bed other than to acknowledge that a day has passed but... meh!
:roll:

The only thing more painful than a root canal is being told by your [unrequited] love that he "reckons" that both he and the one he loves, feel that they belong together.

Though ... I think I asked for it. I bring up topics which ultimately lead him to saying something about *her*, something that makes me feel like a burning rod is being shoved through my heart.

I'm just curious ... or sadistic. I'm really beginning to think that I'm the later. A glutton for agony. Why oh why do I submit myself to it ... makes me think of a piece of dialogue from some TV show. "You know me. I'd be miserable if I was happy."

And sure, I'm still young. I, provided that I fulfill my life expectancy, may find someone who I'll love just as much as I do _____ at present ... but that doesn't make it hurt any less.

Having said that, I enrol at uni on the 19th. And I start on the 1st of March. Plenty of fish there. Yes ... better to be optimistic about it. I'm feeling VERY optimistic. Woop-de-doo ... but evidently, from my tone, also very sarcastic. Heh.

I'm such a whiner. :)

In Tolkien's invented language, "goth" means "foe of the world."

Really?
Interesting.

Ravena

hurray for long weekends, no work tomorrow, of course that doesnt mean i didnt make plans for the morning. in some crazed sleep deprived state this evening i committed to going to a friends house at 10am to watch bloodlust and dye hair. i've been awake for nearly two full days with the exception of a couple of 20 minute naps taken at various parts of the day. in the state i am in now i managed to go watch a bad movie at the cheap theater which actually stopped twice during the show because of problems with the projecter. during one of said stops i managed to make more plans with the guy sitting behind me to go see the triplets of bellvue some time this week as well as city of lost souls. i remember at some point being in someone's living room watching BRII. i remember a very large group of people crammed into this little computer room of mine watching creepy music videos on the computer. i also found out that people are coming over to my place on thursday to watch movies and drink taquila. apparently i agreed to this as well... however im pretty sure i didnt agree to the taquila... good thing i'll have to work the next morning so i cant get wasted :twisted: . in any case i actually started this post to ask a couple of questions but my mind wondered and i seem to have written quite a bit. well here we go;

1) is a masochists hell heaven, where there is no pain? :twisted:

2) why do english people refer to broad music taste as having "catholic taste"?

ya im tired, maybe i'll sleep tonight

well, i can't answer those, but you did remind me of one i've been wondering about....

if a dyslexic person is cross-eyed, does that mean he/she can read ok?

(no offense intended to any dyslexics or cross-eyed people out there.)

i've always wanted the super power of being able to turn into a magical peanut. and turn back to me whenever i felt it necessary of course. it would be very handy for becoming unseen in bad situations, like if i wanted to sneak into a secure area, and i was noticed i could turn into this magical peanut and just leave the security guys or gals baffled. and if one of them were to pick me up and eat me, well, if you ingest the magical peanut and i turn back to me i control that person because i'm inside them, yeah. how about that. oh, and if they were to just crush me or pick me up and put me somewhere unsatisfactory i would have a vast knowledge of where every peanut in the world was and could replace its contents with that of the magical peanuts, thus making my escape. yeah, a magical peanut....one day i'll figure out how.....

Well after a long break from the computer (how I missed you so!) I am back with my little randomness update.

On V-Day I went to what my friends kept telling was a "goth" club called Communion. It was alright enough, the front room was 80's while the back was electronic/darkwave. Not bad as well. It was a bit empty at first but as soon as midnight it got a bit crowded. I had a good time (course I did keep imbibing Cape Cods all night too) and danced a bit. All in all a good night.

The oddest thing was that on Friday the 13 the weather kept saying V-Day was going to be nasty and that the highways where going to be closed and such. Then later that evening it start snowing, yes I mean snowing in San Antonio for a short while. Un-fucking-believable. Then the next day the sun is shining, with absolutely beautiful weather. Funny how Texas weather likes to fuck with you. :roll:

ok omfg thats either THE SINGLE MOST disturbing thing I've ever heard

or

thats THE SINGLE MOST disturbing thing I've ever heard


Thanks from the bottom of my black soul falling.. i'm sending the therapy bill to you..

and hmmm

my randomness contribution..

If God Is Love
And Love Is Blind
And Ray Charles Is Blind
Does That Mean Ray Charles
Is God???

Folks, did you know that the female sheep:

yes, the sheep,

is the ONLY mammal with a vagina identical to that of a human female...

and we're all better people for knowing that fact..

baa...

LOL

i almost said pretty much the same thing earlier......

except for me, it was a toss-up between this & blondegoth's deep affection for sally. dat's just not right. *shakes head*

(ok, guys.....i'll handle this....)

*raises hand*

ummmmm and you know this how, exactly??

geez....you & the people who know about the 30-minute pig orgasms.

wtf??

:D

I heard that the hyenna is the only other animal to have a clitoris (where do we get this shit from? Aliens? I'm one of the guys who knows about the pig orgasm, for example).

So one of these very usefull bits of information is wrong (unless you meant that sheep's vaginas are like muslim women who've undergone clitorial excision[nice thought huh?])

ok first of all

a 30 minute PIG ORGASM

damn I really am lower on the food chain than I thought

and I know about the female vagina and reproductive system from the sheep that they used to carry a human fetus to term..

didnt u ever wonder about all of the jokes about guys fucking sheep?

baaa..

and
i really AM a better person knowing that a hyena has a clitoris..BURNING the Lion King tapes as I type..


thanks Maelstrom

*cackle*

she thinks they're jokes.....


and....hyenas have clits?? maybe THAT'S why they laugh so much. it always does sound like a mischievious little noise.

ok gawdamn that didn't come out right...lol

The sheep didnt ACTUALLY tell me
I read about it..

or was it the shrooms?

fawk

im lost now..

and o maelstrom

yeah female circumcision beats any other kind of fun I can even THINK of having right into the dirt...


sign me up

I was going to sew it shut anyway..lol

i think that when animals have sex its funny...thank all you creepy people that just made me laugh at nature even more. i'm gonna go clip my toe nails by my dog while i have a plate of food by me and see the goofy animal it will eat them.

well see thats not a huge leap.. My Mastiff used to eat the cats shit out of the litter box.. I called it his snack treats..

and I'd rock back and forth in the corner for several hours chanting "a dog is mans best friend"

and then the foil came...


crinkle..crinkle..

that thing i said the other day about slim jims.....

yeah, that applies to near-week old buffalo wings, too.

*hangs head*

YES...i should know better.

ok say it with me ohthefuckwell....

S - A - L - M - O - N - E - L - L - A

step away from the mystery meat..

or get a gun...

this is Tx, we can do that.. start shootin at the fridge, no one will pay u any attention..

I had the weirdest of dreams last night. It was quite morbid too ...

If there are any avid X-Files fans, don't read on.

Last night, I dreamt that I kidnapped and killed Gillian Anderson and David Duchovny. All that I remember of it was that I had them both in this suitcase ... I had it partially open, so that their faces were showing. Gillian was a bit out of it, disoriented, and rendered mentally retarded through suffering head trauma ... David was alright though. I binded their hands together with some wire so they couldn't escape.

It cut from that scene to a different one ... I think I was in the city, and I was thinking of places where I could hide the pieces of their bodies that I had chopped up.

:shock:

yeah, but see, we have this silly little "zero tolerance" policy re: noise in my apartment complex.

and, hey.....wasn't a mystery. i knew what they were lol

which reminds me.....i'm STILL pissed about my dinner saturday night. ya know....it's not often that i actually want to eat, seeing as how the very thought of food these days makes me ill. but saturday....i was in the mood to eat. i wanted a steak. i don't eat red meat much any more (you know....when i do actually eat) , so it was a treat for me. they had this hawaiian steak on the menu. now, around here, they slap a pineapple on something & BOOM! it's hawaiian. but, the menu went into detail about this citrus-ginger marinade yadda yadda yadda. thought, "what the hell?" medium rare. that's how i get my steaks. the menu said it came with fresh veggies & rice.

first...i get the steak. fries are covering my plate. "'scuse me? ummmm where's my rice?" "oh, sorry!" yeah, ok. "oops, we're out of rice, that's why they put fries on there instead." way to inform the customer. so, i have them bring me mashed potatoes instead, as the smell of the fries was quickly causing me to lose what little appetite i had. i cut into my steak....completely grey. one tiny lil pink dot in there. and you know what they tell me?? they can't give me another one because that was the last of that particular cut. of course it was. *sigh*

needless to say, i didn't have to pay for it, but still.....once in a freaking blue moon i get all fired up about eating & THIS is what happens. *sigh* i think the restaurant industry has been taking tips from the "men's guide on how to treat women".......................*ducks*

my dad is back in town from italy. he gave me a taste of cow liver. its really good surprisingly. he also told me how in italy pig guts and skin are like gold. he told me how they turn pigs blood into pudding. my dad is special.

I cut my finger.... it hurt....
My sewing machine is broken and I have so many things I want to sew!!!!
I'm hungry... but trying not to eat due to me getting my winter coat in summer becaust he heat inhibits my exercise.
Listening to the darkness and dreaming of hotpants....
Wondering if I am still goth enough for gothic net... I feel a change in me coming on and I dont like it much