I fucked up in school freshman year, and now i'm at a place where I really really don't belong.

i regret choosing life.

I regret cuting my self and for not spending so much time as i shod whit my drug adicted uncle.

I regret that I have so, so many things that I regret...

I regret not having told anyone what I was going through. I regret the results of doing so more than I regret the action itself.

i regret letting my friend do something, because i didnt take him seriously when he said he was going to do it...

I regret telling anyone what I was going through, and how much I was hurting.

I regret laughing in front of everyone at a friend from my school and saying "you are pathetic" to him becuase becuase he had filled himself up with drugs and was simply disgusting and stupid.

I regret making a joke today that was completely unfunny and made me look like a total asshole. Must think before opening my trap. :(

I regret running half way around the school, just to give some guy back his mobile because he dropped it.

He didn't even thank me & snatched it off me, muttering about how I'd nearly broke it.

A regret for my mother, the reproduction of my brother whom is now 14.

My mother allowed him to live with my father for the rest of the 2005-2006 school year, he than chose not to come back. He never calls us or makes plans to visit. Today, my mother found out that he will be on his fall break next week, and I was already coming over there on Friday. She asked him if he would like to visit her during his break, he told her he had plans. My mother has only been with him one day in 9 months.

What an asshole! He deserves to be punished. *churses and kiks the comphuter

ooh what was it?

I regret getting pantsed while running track today...
:( twas embarrassing...

I regret being totally blind to reality when I went through a downward spiral of depression, self starvation, cutting, and a suicide attempt. I always thought I just needed to be alone when all along I just needed people to rely on through that time period. My girlfriend helped me through it, really. I thank her for everything she's done and put up with with me.

I regret my niece being conceived from the two parents she was conceived by.

i regret walking away from the one person i should've stayed with...

I regret cheating on the man who loves me unconditionally and would never do anything to hurt me.

I regret cutting my hair off. It was fairly long, now its barley on my neck. Luckily it grows back, don't you wish everything was that way?

I regret getting drunk last night. I made a complete bum hole of myself & was crying whilst asking people if I was dead yet. O_O

I wish everything was like that, because if it was, I would like to cut off a few of my body parts, just to frame them. That would be the awesomest display ever. "Well, I have a masterful copy of the Mona Lisa, hand-painted by a Tibetain Monk". Oh yeah? OH YEAH? WELL I HAVE MY LEFT ARM ON MY WALL! WHAT NOW? HUH? YEAH! WHAT NOW?

I regret feeling angry, depressed and suicidal when I accepted my self as being homosexual. I know I'm an open minded person, and other people know that too, but I had to be such an idiot about it and scare my parents when they found out I *was* going to commit suicide.

I regret the way that I treated my mom when she told me that my best friend that commited suicide was really my half sister. I also regret the suicidal feelings that I had for more than two years when I was hiding my depression from everyone.

Hmmmmm......

That's a first.

I regret calling in sick to a runway show in Park City when I was a teenager. That pretty much ended my modeling career a year before I was eighteen and could leave Salt Lake City to go model in other places around the world. It changed the course of my life completely and at age 30, it is very difficult getting back in to acting.

You were a model? But... But... I saw your picture in the makeup thread. What did you model?!