Used to model hair and clothing. I'm just barely tall enough to be a short runway model. That was over a decade ago. Not modeling anymore. It is a young persons occupation, but acting is different. All different types of people are needed.

Woot, I'm taking them. =]

lol...Nerds! :)

You silly, you say that like it's a bad thing. Nerds are my favorite!

I wish I could sing like Sinatra ...

"Regrets, I've had a few..."

Go, Ben. You have such a beautiful voice. Not exactly Sinatra, more... Callas, perhaps... ;)

I regret not hitting Robert Owen harder that day when I was 14. I regret that the scar I gave him wasn't deeper. The scars he and his friends left me go too deep for healing.

I regret not standing up for myself when the bullying began.

I regret the day I shut my emotions away from the world.

I regret my inability to express myself verbally.

I regret that I didn't see more of my aunt before she died.

I regret not drinking enough water before seeing AFI on friday. I passed out 3 songs before the end and missed Mr Havoks crowdwalk.

I regret the fact that I have difficulty in controlling my eating. It in turn makes it difficult to talk to men because I know what they see when they look at me no matter how much false confidance I try to muster.

I regret not having willpower in regards to entertainments. I'll skip food, tuition, organised other meetings in favour of my amusements (mostly role-playing, gaming, live music, clubbing)

i'm a nerd... :D

i regret not seeing someone, when i had the chance to see him...

I'm a nerd.
A nerd is a fictional character from Dr. Seuss's "If I Ran the Zoo".
I'm a fictional character.:)

:) we all are, in our own special ways...

Drinking that Disprin with my soda. It was supposed to get me high, not make me fricken sick!

Hummm, I enjoy `Nerd` cady that Mr. Wonka makes just for me. =]

I regret not finishing college in 4 years.

Can I just say "ditto"?

I regret sniffing that old bar of soap in my cabinet.

Ohhhhhh....I don't wanna know.

My boyfriend died on Valentine's Day in 2003 "most people think I'm just playing but seriously he did" and I didn't see him all day so of course I was pissed off and when I heard he died on the way to the er I was mad at myself because i was mad at him it sounds gay but I don't know I wanted to be on the other side with him so of course I tried to kill myself well this past summer I was looking at old stuff and found some home movies of us while I went with my mom to a wedding he was cheating on me with this bitch who was suppose to be my best friend eh!yeah right so I don't know how to feel now

It was painful...

Ahhhh *covers ears* I said i didn't wanna know!

All the little soap flakes flying up my nose...:D

I'm sorry. I'm going to go out on a limb and sympathize with you, and assume that you're telling the truth, not because I necessarily believe you, but because you sound like you need someone to talk to.

You sound like you have control-issues like I do. One of my main problems is that I hate that I react in ways I don't choose to react, or in ways I'm not justified in reacting. I hate when I don't know how I should feel about something, or when I feel the "wrong way" about something.

If you need someone to talk to, email me.

Major Regrets, A List.
1) Not putting up more of a fight against my father when I was younger to get piano/flute/voilin lessons
2) Not going into karate at age 7 by bugging my mom more who kept forgetting when we were supposed to sign up
3) Not listening to my father as much as I should before he left us
4) Not getting extra help in Geometry last semester leaving me feeling stupid whenever I see the other kids with Trig/Alg 2 books
5) Spending so much money on my first bf
6) Not going into ROTC for my PE classes in freshman year becuase of my mom's lying
7) Not telling my 6th grade teacher that she was a bigass bitch in front of the parents who all agreed with me *big story short, 5 kids and parents complained about her and left her class* and that she ruined my plans to be in Pre-Calc this year
8) Loosing that gold diamond ring that was too big for my finger at Home Depot in 7th grade passed down from my aunt from her mother, and that diamond pendant necklace on gold chain when I was 5 which I got from Obachan


That's all for now.