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Lady Sorrow 06-23-2010 08:10 AM

i was just joking Daywalker, i know it doesnt matter who or what i am here :)

Lady Sorrow 06-23-2010 08:15 AM

pain IS pleasure
 
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Originally Posted by Angelic Dissonance (Post 621249)
Well, pain has always been close to the threshold of pleasure, hasn't it? You've never felt so much pleasure, you couldn't stand it? Or felt pain that you somewhat enjoyed? The lines have always been blurred for me, I think I've got a different definition for 'Pain' than most people....
It's hard to get me to say, "Ow." Maybe it just ACTUALLY doesn't feel the same to me as to other people, and I'm wrong.... or maybe it does, and people really don't know what pain is. In any case.....

why can't pain be a little..... pleasurable?

i agree. pain is... well an outlet lol. it lets loose all the bitterness one feels. but i think pain is best when its released from passion. the pain is overwhelming and almost unbearable but... even so you dont want to stop. the feeling is to horribly fantastic to let go of.

Daywalker 06-23-2010 08:33 AM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 623006)
i agree. pain is... well an outlet lol. it lets loose all the bitterness one feels. but i think pain is best when its released from passion. the pain is overwhelming and almost unbearable but... even so you dont want to stop. the feeling is to horribly fantastic to let go of.

Let it overwhelm you let wash over let it drawn you give in it to your pain let go 100% . Its when you have nothing can you appreciate every thing. You do this for a night and. Tomorrow will be the most beautiful day in your life. Your breakfast will taste better than any meal you and I have ever tasted.

Lady Sorrow 06-23-2010 08:42 AM

i know right? after a night of love and pain mixed to create the purest pleasure, the day after you feel like the most unstoppable being, like your gorgeous, like the world can do you no wrong. why? because one person told you you were beautiful, because one person said 'i love you', and because you could believe them. after a night of perfection, how can the morning not be beautiful?

Daywalker 06-23-2010 09:05 AM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 623014)
i know right? after a night of love and pain mixed to create the purest pleasure, the day after you feel like the most unstoppable being, like your gorgeous, like the world can do you no wrong. why? because one person told you you were beautiful, because one person said 'i love you', and because you could believe them. after a night of perfection, how can the morning not be beautiful?

There you go now you got it.

Lady Sorrow 06-23-2010 09:08 AM

lol i neer knew i had lost it. i understand what you mean lol. at least this time haha

Daywalker 06-23-2010 09:11 AM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 623037)
lol i neer knew i had lost it. i understand what you mean lol. at least this time haha

Hhaha Your funny :rolleyes: this time

Lady Sorrow 06-23-2010 09:14 AM

well next time i may not and end up giving you that glazed over look that says 'whaaaaattttttt????' dont doubt it. its happened before lol. :D

Daywalker 06-23-2010 09:36 AM

WOW !!!!!! OK lol whatever we shall see :D

Lady Sorrow 06-23-2010 09:38 AM

that we will lol. got nothin but time right? haha

Daywalker 06-23-2010 09:43 AM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 623041)
well next time i may not and end up giving you that glazed over look that says 'whaaaaattttttt????' dont doubt it. its happened before lol. :D

Your all right fore an emo jk lots or love just keep doing your thing it makes the world a more interesting place.;)

Lady Sorrow 06-23-2010 09:46 AM

lol again.. interesting, entertaining.... words im not use to hearing about myself lol. anyway, you are very interesting yourself. (if it helps, i havent hurt myself in a few months lol)

Daywalker 06-23-2010 10:29 AM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 623074)
lol again.. interesting, entertaining.... words im not use to hearing about myself lol. anyway, you are very interesting yourself. (if it helps, i havent hurt myself in a few months lol)

Really I found that hard to believe that no one had told you your interesting, entertaining. I fond you fascinating captivating a very enchanting alluring creature. The likes of Which I have not encountered in some time.
That of the matter of hurting your self. I wish I had your strength. Fore sadly I [B]Im saistoša asinis nazis[/b]: I'm bound by blood, a knife.

ape descendant 06-23-2010 10:37 AM

This explains EVERYTHING!!

Daywalker 06-23-2010 10:39 AM

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Originally Posted by ape descendant (Post 623095)
This explains EVERYTHING!!

What do you deduce about this.

Lady Sorrow 06-24-2010 06:27 AM

yes Ma'am, what exactly do you mean?

Lady Sorrow 06-24-2010 06:31 AM

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Originally Posted by Daywalker (Post 623093)
Really I found that hard to believe that no one had told you your interesting, entertaining. I fond you fascinating captivating a very enchanting alluring creature. The likes of Which I have not encountered in some time.
That of the matter of hurting your self. I wish I had your strength. Fore sadly I [B]Im saistoša asinis nazis[/b]: I'm bound by blood, a knife.

ive only found one person who thought that of me, and that was two months ago. its been the greatest two months ever lol. thank you for saying so though, its very kind of you. enchanting and alluring? two other new ones lol. (ive been asked 'are you trying to seduce me?' before lol) as for strength, you just need somthing to NOT bleed for.

Daywalker 06-24-2010 05:51 PM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 623264)
ive only found one person who thought that of me, and that was two months ago. its been the greatest two months ever lol. thank you for saying so though, its very kind of you. enchanting and alluring? two other new ones lol. (ive been asked 'are you trying to seduce me?' before lol) as for strength, you just need somthing to NOT bleed for.

In that case I wish you and your companion my best and many happy times.
Your are very welcome my complements are well deserved.
I'm honored that I could be the first to bestow upon you such fitting titles.
I would be honored to seduce how ever.

Heart, we will forget him,You and I, tonight! You must forget the warmth he gave, I will forget the light.When you have done pray tell me,Then I, my thoughts, will dim. Haste! ‘lest while you’re lagging I may remember him!

As for bleeding I dream of the day I will bleed for another.

Odineye 06-27-2010 11:01 PM

Ritualistic scaring is a religious practice. No different than tattoos I guess.

BTW: Daywalker. That's beautiful. I am putty in your hands. *swoon*

Lady Sorrow 06-28-2010 06:06 AM

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Originally Posted by Daywalker (Post 623345)
In that case I wish you and your companion my best and many happy times.
Your are very welcome my complements are well deserved.
I'm honored that I could be the first to bestow upon you such fitting titles.
I would be honored to seduce how ever.

Heart, we will forget him,You and I, tonight! You must forget the warmth he gave, I will forget the light.When you have done pray tell me,Then I, my thoughts, will dim. Haste! ‘lest while you’re lagging I may remember him!

As for bleeding I dream of the day I will bleed for another.

Daywalker, youre too sweet to one such as me. youre words are pure beauty, certainly they are a reflextion of you. but im sorry to say, my companion and i are no longer to physically be...

Daywalker 06-28-2010 05:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Odineye (Post 623716)
Ritualistic scaring is a religious practice. No different than tattoos I guess.

BTW: Daywalker. That's beautiful. I am putty in your hands. *swoon*

Your words are very kind thank you.
*Gently raise her hand to my lips. Lightly brush my lips across the top of her hand*

Daywalker 06-28-2010 05:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 623736)
Daywalker, youre too sweet to one such as me. youre words are pure beauty, certainly they are a reflextion of you. but im sorry to say, my companion and i are no longer to physically be...

I'm sorry for you have lost. As you said "its been the greatest two months ever''
I'm sorry for what he left.

You left me, sweet, two legacies, - A legacy of love A Heavenly Father would content,Had He the offer of; You left me boundaries of pain Capacious as the sea, Between eternity and time,Your consciousness and me.

To you I say:
A charm invests a face Imperfectly beheld. The lady dare not lift her veil For fear it be dispelled. But peers beyond her mesh, And wishes, and denies, Lest interview annul a want That image satisfies.

Odineye 06-28-2010 06:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Daywalker (Post 623927)
*Gently raise her hand to my lips. Lightly brush my lips across the top of her hand*

My penis dissagrees with this.

Breathless Horror 06-28-2010 06:43 PM

What the fuck happened in this thread? All of a sudden there's all this erotic shit going down? Pain as pleasure? Horribly spelled seduction? I fuckin like it. Count me in for a night of kinky ecstasy :D

Odineye 06-28-2010 06:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Breathless Horror (Post 623939)
What the fuck happened in this thread? All of a sudden there's all this erotic shit going down? Pain as pleasure? Horribly spelled seduction? I fuckin like it. Count me in for a night of kinky ecstasy :D

I thought all threads were this way. Just round about ways of seduction and fornication. I thought that the title randomly generated and the first few posts were so we have the same droll experiance of utterly loathing others before you finnally destroy their genitals with your own. Then in the morning... PANCAKES! :D

Breathless Horror 06-28-2010 07:06 PM

If you make the pancakes, I'll make crępes with fresh strawberries and raspberries from my yard, and we can have a post-orgy orgy of the tastebuds!

Lady Sorrow 06-29-2010 06:17 AM

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Originally Posted by Daywalker (Post 623929)
I'm sorry for you have lost. As you said "its been the greatest two months ever''
I'm sorry for what he left.

You left me, sweet, two legacies, - A legacy of love A Heavenly Father would content,Had He the offer of; You left me boundaries of pain Capacious as the sea, Between eternity and time,Your consciousness and me.

To you I say:
A charm invests a face Imperfectly beheld. The lady dare not lift her veil For fear it be dispelled. But peers beyond her mesh, And wishes, and denies, Lest interview annul a want That image satisfies.

it has been, and my heart weighs heavy within me. he did not leave, i was taken from him and am being withheld. sometimes i do wish he'd leave, i fear i will be our ruin, that i will loose him because i cannot control myselfishness. but i need him and am too selfish to truly wish him away... im horriblely smitten and it is my sin...

truly your words are beautiful, they make me feel a little better everytime i read them. thank you for your undeserved kindness to me. <3

Daywalker 06-29-2010 08:11 AM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 624027)
it has been, and my heart weighs heavy within me. he did not leave, i was taken from him and am being withheld. sometimes i do wish he'd leave, i fear i will be our ruin, that i will loose him because i cannot control myselfishness. but i need him and am too selfish to truly wish him away... im horriblely smitten and it is my sin...

truly your words are beautiful, they make me feel a little better everytime i read them. thank you for your undeserved kindness to me. <3

Your words are very sad they hurt me to read but the same time there just to me there more beautiful than mine. I plead with God every day to send me one like you.

I fond so many. That pretend to know what love is and. Pretend to be caring kind heated, loving,and tender. But in truth they are imitating what they think I want. But you are are true and I hold that to that highest of honor. My dear Lady Sorrow.

It's all I have to bring to-day, This, and my heart beside, This, and my heart, and all the fields, And all the meadows wide. Be sure you count, should I forget, -- Someone the sum could tell, -- This, and my heart, and all the bees Which in the clover dwell.

Lady Sorrow 06-29-2010 08:22 AM

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Originally Posted by Daywalker (Post 624064)
Your words are very sad they hurt me to read but the same time there just to me there more beautiful than mine. I plead with God every day to send me one like you.

I fond so many. That pretend to know what love is and. Pretend to be caring kind heated, loving,and tender. But in truth they are imitating what they think I want. But you are are true and I hold that to that highest of honor. My dear Lady Sorrow.

It's all I have to bring to-day, This, and my heart beside, This, and my heart, and all the fields, And all the meadows wide. Be sure you count, should I forget, -- Someone the sum could tell, -- This, and my heart, and all the bees Which in the clover dwell.

my words my be sad, but hence the name *bitter laugh* but no, your words are beyond the beauty of this place. dont ask for one such as me, ive broken too many hearts then id care for, and i fear i may have broken another.
you are to kind to me. i say that often, but it is what i feel is true.

Lady Sorrow 06-29-2010 08:34 AM

you make me think about a lot of things Daywalker...

Cat Man 06-29-2010 11:09 AM

Eh, I cut maybe once in a while, but its not really because I'm depressed, I just like the pain and lapping up the blood. I should point out that I am definitely not a vampire wannabe. I'm just a little odd.

Jochon 06-29-2010 02:24 PM

I'm kinda thinking.. this guy, he's got a point.

Lady Sorrow 06-30-2010 06:31 AM

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Originally Posted by Cat Man (Post 624120)
Eh, I cut maybe once in a while, but its not really because I'm depressed, I just like the pain and lapping up the blood. I should point out that I am definitely not a vampire wannabe. I'm just a little odd.

ya thats part of the reason i put pain as my addiction on the what is your addiction thread.

Angelic Dissonance 06-30-2010 02:10 PM

You know, if I imagine your blood, so that I can see your veins and arteries when I look at you, like X-ray vision, then I can smell it, I can taste it.... and I can tell how much fruit you eat by the flavor....

I like blood. I wrote my girlfreind a letter in blood once--but it took more than one cut--and I have a particular sort of anemia, on and off, and so it was brown.... Not the most pleasing color for blood. I've done the same thing--cut for Ennui, rather than sorrow--but isn't it fascinating to watch? You're a sheltered, hidden shadow of a man, a recluse of sorts, forgotton more than hiding, and when you finally make it out of such a situation....

It's like H. P. Lovecraft's The Outsider--http://www.hplovecraft.com/writings/texts/fiction/o.asp
If you've read it, then you'll understand.

That being said, I'm glad I'm not as 'Outside' anymore.

Daywalker 07-01-2010 03:36 PM

I don't cut because i have depression i like blood but G net knows this.

Daywalker 07-01-2010 03:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 624066)
my words my be sad, but hence the name *bitter laugh* but no, your words are beyond the beauty of this place. dont ask for one such as me, ive broken too many hearts then id care for, and i fear i may have broken another.
you are to kind to me. i say that often, but it is what i feel is true.

Have you loved the hearts that you have broken.

Li'l Miss Sticky Kiss 07-23-2010 07:40 PM

"cus me and my other friend just pointing out so ridiculous is was"
Well, if you are a so-called "friend" perhaps you may have bothered to inquire about WHY he/she was cutting them selves. I for one have a blood fetish hence I'm in the medical field. So when I want to get off and get of fast and in a great way, by me, myself and I, I use a blade. I have no shame in my scars and proudly show them off, because I know what I want, how I want it and more importantly KNOW HOW TO GET IT.

Daywalker 08-13-2010 11:47 PM

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Originally Posted by creature6 (Post 612459)

hahhahahahah Damn it do it right or don't do it at all. Down the road not across the street.

Daywalker 08-13-2010 11:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Li'l Miss Sticky Kiss (Post 628413)
"cus me and my other friend just pointing out so ridiculous is was"
Well, if you are a so-called "friend" perhaps you may have bothered to inquire about WHY he/she was cutting them selves. I for one have a blood fetish hence I'm in the medical field. So when I want to get off and get of fast and in a great way, by me, myself and I, I use a blade. I have no shame in my scars and proudly show them off, because I know what I want, how I want it and more importantly KNOW HOW TO GET IT.

:):D Amen. very well put.

Lady Sorrow 09-01-2010 06:37 AM

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Originally Posted by Daywalker (Post 624862)
Have you loved the hearts that you have broken.

yes, i have. maybe more then i should have

cradle 09-03-2010 05:53 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelic Dissonance (Post 624520)
You know, if I imagine your blood, so that I can see your veins and arteries when I look at you, like X-ray vision, then I can smell it, I can taste it.... and I can tell how much fruit you eat by the flavor....

I like blood. I wrote my girlfreind a letter in blood once--but it took more than one cut--and I have a particular sort of anemia, on and off, and so it was brown.... Not the most pleasing color for blood. I've done the same thing--cut for Ennui, rather than sorrow--but isn't it fascinating to watch? You're a sheltered, hidden shadow of a man, a recluse of sorts, forgotton more than hiding, and when you finally make it out of such a situation....

It's like H. P. Lovecraft's The Outsider--http://www.hplovecraft.com/writings/texts/fiction/o.asp
If you've read it, then you'll understand.

That being said, I'm glad I'm not as 'Outside' anymore.

Wow, I hope I never get so lame as to write my girlfriend in blood.
Hell, it's unorthodox, not exactly resourceful either...couldn't you find a pen?

Lady Sorrow 09-03-2010 06:08 AM

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Originally Posted by cradle (Post 636147)
Wow, I hope I never get so lame as to write my girlfriend in blood.
Hell, it's unorthodox, not exactly resourceful either...couldn't you find a pen?

lol thats funny. you actually made my day a little better, thank you :D

that would be interesting though, reciveing a letter written in your lovers blood....

Daywalker 09-07-2010 11:26 AM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 635960)
yes, i have. maybe more then i should have

That is good to love "Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
To put a limit on love is to cheat you and the one you love

Alan 09-07-2010 11:41 AM

You guys sure are pompous for such terrible writing.

Daywalker 09-07-2010 11:49 AM

To bad billions of people disagree.

Alan 09-07-2010 12:15 PM

Are you seriously saying billions of people think you're an awesome writer? Jesus Christ.

Daywalker 09-07-2010 12:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Alan (Post 636378)
Are you seriously saying billions of people think you're an awesome writer? Jesus Christ.

LOL O Alan :)

Alan 09-07-2010 12:36 PM

Why do people always try to talk down when they are cornered? It's too depressing to see that people never learn anything.

Pica 10-30-2010 05:27 PM

I slap my freinds who cut...on their arms. I don't like seeing them (the cuts) and I believe that if your sad or mad or whatever then why do you want reminders of those negative feelings. I mean why??? Yea shit happens but your stronger if you don't let it rule you. Getting sad is fine but not if it's over something small.

Razeal18 10-30-2010 09:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Alan (Post 636381)
Why do people always try to talk down when they are cornered? It's too depressing to see that people never learn anything.

I think its because they feel your defective and therefore less than they


What ever happen to cutting for sexual release? i like it when a woman draws blood from my back, certain women enjoy it when i cut them and have them drip into a glass for me. Its not all about depression peeps.


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