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rockandrose 11-30-2005 04:02 PM

Santarea, that's grand!

dreamforthedead 12-03-2005 08:41 AM

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Originally Posted by in the eyes of sorrow
wow ok today sucked fuckin douche! i don't care if anyone reads this or posts to it i don't give a fuck but i want/need to rant.
ok i'm a cutter. and last night i cut my leg. i sliced and carved "death" into it several times.
my gym teacher found out today. went to my fuckin counsler. so last period i go down to her office and deal with her for a fucking hour. crying my eyes out because she was gunna call my parents. she tried counceling me through it but son of a bitch! she didn't udnerstand!!! she tried comforting me blahblahblah.
fuck it
so she calls my parents. my dad acts like he ain't mad. she didn't get ahold of my mom. my dad comes picks me up takes me home then we stat talking bout it. my mom gets home bout an hour later takes me into the back bedroom orders me to strip down so she can check my wounds then gets all sad and teary eyed because "her baby is in pain"
i know my parents love me and care but why won't people just leave me the fuck alone?!!?!?!?!?! i just wnat to be left alone esp. by my parents!


anyway yah thanks i don't care if anyone replys or whatever i just needed tos ay it.

*SNEEZE* OH! I'm sorry, I'm allergic to bullshit

Disfunction 12-03-2005 09:13 AM

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Originally Posted by GeishaGirl
I often wonder what will happen to these trendy cutters when they grow up. But then, most of them don't cut deep enough to leave any real scars. They always do it in a visable place and put it on display, then when someone notices, they get defensive.

It's a cry for attention I refuse to answer.

I was on the phone with an old boyfriend of mine and my roomate wanted to talk to him. She pounced me and her nails scratched a line down my wrist. I mean, it was deep! When it healed, it scared over and now I look like I tried to kill myself. It's shitty. I don't know why anyone would want THOSE kind of scars.

My cat did the whole "hugging" thing with her front paws, and raked her back ones along my arm.

I ended up scanning my arm to show a few of my friends what she'd done (funnier all the more because she's a tiny cat who is passive 95% of the time), and one of them insisted that I'd done it myself and engineered it to look like a cat had done it.

I had performed the whole self-injury thing to relieve pain a couple of times (definitely not the best method for over-coming stress) and the only reason why anyone found out was because I ended up bleeding through my shirt. It was nothing serious, and only one person noticed... looking back on it, I find it funny. I find a lot of things I've done in the past funny.

BloodyRain666 12-10-2005 12:49 PM

God Damn ppl! Get the fuck off his case. Obviously your just like the dickheads that go around on sites callin everyone 'poser' It's you that needs to grow up, not him. If you truly understood why ppl cut then you wouldn't be fucking with him like this. Like he said, he told you that you didn't have to reply to his post, but you found it in yor supposedly black cold hearts to try to make him suicidle. Seriously, I've cut and there are many different reasons that I've done it and if he was doing it for attention I think he would have carved it up his arm or something. Man, I'd be crying if some-one found out and was going to tell my parents, that's a troubling thing for sure. So get the fuck off his back and leave him alone unless you are going to help. Jeez.

edible_eye 12-10-2005 12:59 PM

uh... no. neither his nor your actions are any of our responsibilities.

take your waaaah-waaah-waaaah's somewhere else, to a wonderful place where everyone you come in contact with will embrace you and welcome you and rub your back while you slash words in your arms and legs, all while you're telling people in your life who express worry and concern to get the fuck away from you and leave you the fuck alone.

eat shit, bloodyrain. better yet, go cut yourself. you can do it on camera and give the videotape to your parents for christmas - write something pleasant like - "merry christmas, mom and dad". that'd be swell.

Velvet Rain Drops 12-10-2005 07:32 PM

I don't think any one out there has a good reason to cut. I did it after my friend killed herself, but i was looking for attention, i was 13, and I was dumb. That was a year ago and i have to deal with the scares. I'm 14 now and still my boy friend checks my wrist for cuts, because he loves me, and I think all Sorrow wants is love.

Circle V 12-10-2005 07:49 PM

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Originally Posted by BloodyRain666
If you truly understood why ppl cut then you wouldn't be fucking with him like this.

I'm sure many, if not most, of us have cut. I count myself among them.

However, I've made up a little formula for easy reference:

Bringing up how you cut yourself
minus
any prompting at all
plus
carving stupid things like "death" on self
plus
allowing self to get caught
plus
getting angry at parents for giving a shit
plus
pretending not to want any attention
plus
poor spelling and grammar
equals
ATTENTION WHORE FUCKTARD POTENTIAL LINKIN PARK FAN (AWFPLPF, pronounced "Aufpulpeff")

Velvet Rain Drops 12-10-2005 09:02 PM

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Originally Posted by Xnguela
When I cut, I cut because I needed to externalize the pain... And I don't go around announcing my pain to people I've never spoken to before. Particularly in illegible typing. Sorrow wants attention... with the reaction of his/her parents, it seems he/she has love.

This kid has love, but he dosen't know it. He thinks no one gets him, and no one dose because he's a dumb ass. I think he should just look around and see so many young teens that have it so bad that they kill themselves. the don't carve shit in their leg the just kill themselves.

in the eyes of sorrow 12-10-2005 09:08 PM

fuck you ok
you do't understand do you think i'd be fucking stupid enough to cut my legs then wear shorts? I DIDN'T MORON!!! jesus fucking christ!

MedicGirl 12-10-2005 09:14 PM

-*exhales*-

in the eyes of sorrow 12-10-2005 09:16 PM

i won't be posting again? am i dead? did i die? why am i not fuckin aware of it????

Velvet Rain Drops 12-10-2005 09:17 PM

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Originally Posted by in the eyes of sorrow
fuck you ok
you do't understand do you think i'd be fucking stupid enough to cut my legs then wear shorts? I DIDN'T MORON!!! jesus fucking christ!

I think you need help, because you are STUPID enough to cut you'r legs then wear shorts! Dumb ass.

in the eyes of sorrow 12-10-2005 09:18 PM

fuck you asshole!

Velvet Rain Drops 12-10-2005 09:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Xnguela
Oh, shit... I had really hoped you were gone. I figured you lost interest because no one likes you.

Xng you are right, know one likes him. NO ONE ! :)

in the eyes of sorrow 12-10-2005 09:20 PM

hehe her no one likes her. get it right guys
yah no one likes me
watch me give a damn
oh well! i'm unloved! BIG FUCKING WHOOP!

Velvet Rain Drops 12-10-2005 09:21 PM

OOOO the pour little Baby, are you crying???

in the eyes of sorrow 12-10-2005 09:22 PM

no should i be?opps


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