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Breathless Horror 06-28-2010 07:06 PM

If you make the pancakes, I'll make crêpes with fresh strawberries and raspberries from my yard, and we can have a post-orgy orgy of the tastebuds!

Lady Sorrow 06-29-2010 06:17 AM

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Originally Posted by Daywalker (Post 623929)
I'm sorry for you have lost. As you said "its been the greatest two months ever''
I'm sorry for what he left.

You left me, sweet, two legacies, - A legacy of love A Heavenly Father would content,Had He the offer of; You left me boundaries of pain Capacious as the sea, Between eternity and time,Your consciousness and me.

To you I say:
A charm invests a face Imperfectly beheld. The lady dare not lift her veil For fear it be dispelled. But peers beyond her mesh, And wishes, and denies, Lest interview annul a want That image satisfies.

it has been, and my heart weighs heavy within me. he did not leave, i was taken from him and am being withheld. sometimes i do wish he'd leave, i fear i will be our ruin, that i will loose him because i cannot control myselfishness. but i need him and am too selfish to truly wish him away... im horriblely smitten and it is my sin...

truly your words are beautiful, they make me feel a little better everytime i read them. thank you for your undeserved kindness to me. <3

Daywalker 06-29-2010 08:11 AM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 624027)
it has been, and my heart weighs heavy within me. he did not leave, i was taken from him and am being withheld. sometimes i do wish he'd leave, i fear i will be our ruin, that i will loose him because i cannot control myselfishness. but i need him and am too selfish to truly wish him away... im horriblely smitten and it is my sin...

truly your words are beautiful, they make me feel a little better everytime i read them. thank you for your undeserved kindness to me. <3

Your words are very sad they hurt me to read but the same time there just to me there more beautiful than mine. I plead with God every day to send me one like you.

I fond so many. That pretend to know what love is and. Pretend to be caring kind heated, loving,and tender. But in truth they are imitating what they think I want. But you are are true and I hold that to that highest of honor. My dear Lady Sorrow.

It's all I have to bring to-day, This, and my heart beside, This, and my heart, and all the fields, And all the meadows wide. Be sure you count, should I forget, -- Someone the sum could tell, -- This, and my heart, and all the bees Which in the clover dwell.

Lady Sorrow 06-29-2010 08:22 AM

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Originally Posted by Daywalker (Post 624064)
Your words are very sad they hurt me to read but the same time there just to me there more beautiful than mine. I plead with God every day to send me one like you.

I fond so many. That pretend to know what love is and. Pretend to be caring kind heated, loving,and tender. But in truth they are imitating what they think I want. But you are are true and I hold that to that highest of honor. My dear Lady Sorrow.

It's all I have to bring to-day, This, and my heart beside, This, and my heart, and all the fields, And all the meadows wide. Be sure you count, should I forget, -- Someone the sum could tell, -- This, and my heart, and all the bees Which in the clover dwell.

my words my be sad, but hence the name *bitter laugh* but no, your words are beyond the beauty of this place. dont ask for one such as me, ive broken too many hearts then id care for, and i fear i may have broken another.
you are to kind to me. i say that often, but it is what i feel is true.

Lady Sorrow 06-29-2010 08:34 AM

you make me think about a lot of things Daywalker...

Cat Man 06-29-2010 11:09 AM

Eh, I cut maybe once in a while, but its not really because I'm depressed, I just like the pain and lapping up the blood. I should point out that I am definitely not a vampire wannabe. I'm just a little odd.

Jochon 06-29-2010 02:24 PM

I'm kinda thinking.. this guy, he's got a point.

Lady Sorrow 06-30-2010 06:31 AM

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Originally Posted by Cat Man (Post 624120)
Eh, I cut maybe once in a while, but its not really because I'm depressed, I just like the pain and lapping up the blood. I should point out that I am definitely not a vampire wannabe. I'm just a little odd.

ya thats part of the reason i put pain as my addiction on the what is your addiction thread.

Angelic Dissonance 06-30-2010 02:10 PM

You know, if I imagine your blood, so that I can see your veins and arteries when I look at you, like X-ray vision, then I can smell it, I can taste it.... and I can tell how much fruit you eat by the flavor....

I like blood. I wrote my girlfreind a letter in blood once--but it took more than one cut--and I have a particular sort of anemia, on and off, and so it was brown.... Not the most pleasing color for blood. I've done the same thing--cut for Ennui, rather than sorrow--but isn't it fascinating to watch? You're a sheltered, hidden shadow of a man, a recluse of sorts, forgotton more than hiding, and when you finally make it out of such a situation....

It's like H. P. Lovecraft's The Outsider--http://www.hplovecraft.com/writings/texts/fiction/o.asp
If you've read it, then you'll understand.

That being said, I'm glad I'm not as 'Outside' anymore.

Daywalker 07-01-2010 03:36 PM

I don't cut because i have depression i like blood but G net knows this.

Daywalker 07-01-2010 03:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 624066)
my words my be sad, but hence the name *bitter laugh* but no, your words are beyond the beauty of this place. dont ask for one such as me, ive broken too many hearts then id care for, and i fear i may have broken another.
you are to kind to me. i say that often, but it is what i feel is true.

Have you loved the hearts that you have broken.

Li'l Miss Sticky Kiss 07-23-2010 07:40 PM

"cus me and my other friend just pointing out so ridiculous is was"
Well, if you are a so-called "friend" perhaps you may have bothered to inquire about WHY he/she was cutting them selves. I for one have a blood fetish hence I'm in the medical field. So when I want to get off and get of fast and in a great way, by me, myself and I, I use a blade. I have no shame in my scars and proudly show them off, because I know what I want, how I want it and more importantly KNOW HOW TO GET IT.

Daywalker 08-13-2010 11:47 PM

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Originally Posted by creature6 (Post 612459)

hahhahahahah Damn it do it right or don't do it at all. Down the road not across the street.

Daywalker 08-13-2010 11:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Li'l Miss Sticky Kiss (Post 628413)
"cus me and my other friend just pointing out so ridiculous is was"
Well, if you are a so-called "friend" perhaps you may have bothered to inquire about WHY he/she was cutting them selves. I for one have a blood fetish hence I'm in the medical field. So when I want to get off and get of fast and in a great way, by me, myself and I, I use a blade. I have no shame in my scars and proudly show them off, because I know what I want, how I want it and more importantly KNOW HOW TO GET IT.

:):D Amen. very well put.

Lady Sorrow 09-01-2010 06:37 AM

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Originally Posted by Daywalker (Post 624862)
Have you loved the hearts that you have broken.

yes, i have. maybe more then i should have

cradle 09-03-2010 05:53 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelic Dissonance (Post 624520)
You know, if I imagine your blood, so that I can see your veins and arteries when I look at you, like X-ray vision, then I can smell it, I can taste it.... and I can tell how much fruit you eat by the flavor....

I like blood. I wrote my girlfreind a letter in blood once--but it took more than one cut--and I have a particular sort of anemia, on and off, and so it was brown.... Not the most pleasing color for blood. I've done the same thing--cut for Ennui, rather than sorrow--but isn't it fascinating to watch? You're a sheltered, hidden shadow of a man, a recluse of sorts, forgotton more than hiding, and when you finally make it out of such a situation....

It's like H. P. Lovecraft's The Outsider--http://www.hplovecraft.com/writings/texts/fiction/o.asp
If you've read it, then you'll understand.

That being said, I'm glad I'm not as 'Outside' anymore.

Wow, I hope I never get so lame as to write my girlfriend in blood.
Hell, it's unorthodox, not exactly resourceful either...couldn't you find a pen?

Lady Sorrow 09-03-2010 06:08 AM

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Originally Posted by cradle (Post 636147)
Wow, I hope I never get so lame as to write my girlfriend in blood.
Hell, it's unorthodox, not exactly resourceful either...couldn't you find a pen?

lol thats funny. you actually made my day a little better, thank you :D

that would be interesting though, reciveing a letter written in your lovers blood....

Daywalker 09-07-2010 11:26 AM

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Originally Posted by Lady Sorrow (Post 635960)
yes, i have. maybe more then i should have

That is good to love "Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
To put a limit on love is to cheat you and the one you love

Alan 09-07-2010 11:41 AM

You guys sure are pompous for such terrible writing.

Daywalker 09-07-2010 11:49 AM

To bad billions of people disagree.

Alan 09-07-2010 12:15 PM

Are you seriously saying billions of people think you're an awesome writer? Jesus Christ.

Daywalker 09-07-2010 12:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Alan (Post 636378)
Are you seriously saying billions of people think you're an awesome writer? Jesus Christ.

LOL O Alan :)

Alan 09-07-2010 12:36 PM

Why do people always try to talk down when they are cornered? It's too depressing to see that people never learn anything.

Pica 10-30-2010 05:27 PM

I slap my freinds who cut...on their arms. I don't like seeing them (the cuts) and I believe that if your sad or mad or whatever then why do you want reminders of those negative feelings. I mean why??? Yea shit happens but your stronger if you don't let it rule you. Getting sad is fine but not if it's over something small.

Razeal18 10-30-2010 09:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Alan (Post 636381)
Why do people always try to talk down when they are cornered? It's too depressing to see that people never learn anything.

I think its because they feel your defective and therefore less than they


What ever happen to cutting for sexual release? i like it when a woman draws blood from my back, certain women enjoy it when i cut them and have them drip into a glass for me. Its not all about depression peeps.


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