I so want to die :(
 

I want to die:(
there's nothing left for me to do. I give up on life and all of its rules and regulations. I'm just a thorn, a empty seat to the eyes of everyone else. I should just get a gun and get it over with:( There's no body out there for me to love and shelter. My life was a cruel and dissapointing joke.

I hereby retract my already half-assed hug in the thread "Hug/Kiss/Fuck/Pass".

Dead_dreams. I just read your intro. *hugs* Now, let's get this straight. You're still in school. You cannot die. You have not iived yet. Capice?

You take the love out of lovely.

first of all, a gun?? come on, you can be more creative than that!
second, well let me put it this way, you'll get an eternity of being dead, and only a lifetime of being alive, regardless of how your living, it'll be a waste to throw away your life

that was the only way i could think of, or hanging :(

**returns hug** thank you.

Hi dead_dreams :)

I do not know you or the circumstances that have caused you to feel this way therefore I cannot say "I know how you feel" but being somebody that has been on the edge numerous times may I offer some kind words.

Does your school have a councilor? If so make an appointment to see them - it can help to release built up tension & emotions inside. Councilors can also refer you if need be.

Keep your mind occupied and off whatever is bothering you. This can be as simple as learning a language language, making music etc (music and languages is what works for me. Whenever I start to feel myself slip I retreat to these activities)

Do you exercise or play sport? Exercise can take your mind off whatever is bothering you.

Hang in there ; there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. That light may seem lightyears away but all you need to do is take a step. Though the first step is hard each step after that gets easier and the more steps you take the closer that light gets.

A quote/saying that I've always love - Aim for the Moon for if you miss you will still be amongst the stars :)

I am wondering what type of forum would let people say this stuff? It isn't very healthy to read it let alone condone their "feelings" towards it.

I do, however, hope that....dead_dreams.... isn't serious about this. Graduate and face the real world. You will find many and more beautiful people and you will laugh at your thoughts. I still do.

It's whining. What do you expected ?
I've just married and will live happily ever after ?



See things in its positive side, Nothing is empty or worthless.
It might not be your time to shine. But someday you will.


Trust me, You'll be surprised to know how many people that care about you. They just don't know what to do.

Poison's a pretty nice way to go. If you use the right kind, you just fall asleep and never awake.

Man up and get through whatever it is that is bothering you. Suicide is for the weak and selfish.

That made me chuckle :)

Come on, Suicide? Your not a thorn... your a bulb. A late bloomer, you must be patient. You'll grow into a flower one day, until then... you have to put up with the cold winters of life.

Go for it.
If you really wanted to, you would.
Seems to me like you're just starved for attention.

I'am not starved for attention! I REALLY meant it when I posted it. I went to bed last night and woke up feeling slightly better but I still mean it. I cant do it yet becuase I cannot let my family be destroyed in such a manner. Not yet. :(

yes, thats right. dead_dreams is just a pretty little flower.

and either way, you'll grow up and get over it, or, you'll be sad and lonely until your stupid, self inflicted death.

Look up the 'Good Samaritans' in your phone book.

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Well if you truly were thinking about your family's feelings you wouldn't do it. But if you were using that as a cover-up for being an attention-seeking coward then that's another story. Glad that you are feeling a little better, though.

I have always found that books and music that relate to how you feel always gives you optimism. I always thought; "If people are making songs and writing books about the way I feel there must be other people who feel like I do".

It may seem like a long time before you finish school but it will all be worth it. School is just another obstacle in life's struggles. Just wait until you are living out of home and driving a car. That is when the hassles really start.

Stick a tampon in your happy hole and get over it.

the advice you get on gnet is just priceless....
"stick a tampon", "go for it", "use poison", "you're a light bulb"...
just go to a good therapist, and get it all out, cause that's what I think its really about

I was talking about the plant bulb, not light bulb.

I'm a dude.

And what I said was figurative, it means get over your problems.

The standard of suicide has slipped dramatically lately. They used to commit suicide in protest in China, now it's alterniteens going on to Gnet saying how because nobody likes them (which is something you have to sort yourself), they might as well commit suicide.

GUESS WHAT MOTHERFUCKER.
SUICIDE ISN'T A FUCKING SOLUTION. IF THEY DON'T LIKE YOU WHEN YOU'RE ALIVE, WHY WOULD THEY LIKE YOU WHEN YOU'RE DEAD?

Jesus, it's not like you're going to be doing anything when you die anyway.

Haha this is why I love gnet :L :L

Some terrible suggestions:

Do some volunteer work. Soup kitchen, whatever. If your life sucks, put a little effort into making someone else's better.

Get a crappy mcjob, save enough money to get a passport, fly to Tibet join a monastery, and meditate for a year or two. Come back, write a book about your spiritual journey, and bang groupies at the signings.

You might get some perspective. Worst case, you can impress college chicks with your life experiences.

Pick yourself up, by your knee high hot topic platform bootstraps, if you fucking have to.

Reality is not concerned with how things should or could be.

If you're serious about it, I'll suggest what helped me when I was all gloomy and "I should just die". Everyday as you lie in bed, think back through your day and find something that made that day worth being alive for. Don't just be a bitch and think for a couple seconds and say "it all sucked" because that's bullshit. If you look for it, there is ALWAYS something worth being alive for. It doesn't have to be big, or even "important" just something that you liked. A smile from a stranger, pride at doing something well, the beauty hidden inside a tree, or the curve of someone's chin. So many things can make a day worth all the bullshit, and most of them are so small you can easily miss them.

That helped me a lot, eventually I just became accustomed to looking at the things that were worth it more than those things that weren't. Hopefully it will do the same for you. I hope you feel better soon.

There are a lot of people in the world who are hurting, feel worthless, undesirable. If you are serious about how you feel, then you may have a touch of depression.
I'm not going to say "go see a counselor" because they never did anything for me. Most of the ones I saw were pretty useless, I wondered how they got the job? Of coarse that's not to say there "all" useless.
I had to learn on my own to ride through the dark waves. From the days I felt really shit (suicidal) to the days I felt ok.
First except how you feel, don't fight it, fighting is pointless. It will only make how you feel worse.
Went I learnt to except how I felt I was then able to find ways to distract myself.
I will say this. Thinking about suicide is not a healthy sign. You should tell someone close to you whom you know can offer you support.

Feeling like life is pointless and there is no reason to live is a horrible feeling. After I lost my daughter I felt much the same way.

I second the words of Scareebowfairy, and add that finding something like school, an organization, work or something else can be a great to take your mind off what you are thinking and help build relationships with others that can be an incredible source of strength when you are feeling at your lowest.
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“Some people are like slinkies…completely worthless…but still put a smile on your face when you push them down the stairs”.

It's a little rude but it's touching.

So,JCC, your point is that as he was acting like an empty seat, his dead won't effect others much.

Am I right ?

Spot on.

dogihughf

Usually, I feel sorry for people who feel like this because I know how they feel.
But today, for once, I don't believe the OP.
I'll explain later after I've had dinner.

It's awful how their mum won't let them get black lippy, ain't it.

We have nothing worry about someone who is really suicidal wouldnt care about there family there so focused on death thats all they want! for example my friend killed himself in his moms room =]

Tell me if that was supposed to be a joke.

Because of if it's not....err.... forget it.

There're lots of people that called you a troll.

I didn't, I 'thought' that you're a type of people who stubbornly insisted in anything you did no matter how wrong it was.


May be you're....

I'll stop feeding you then.

*sigh* I was stupid.

What's with all the blanket statements being flung around in here?