Lucifirius says "what up?"
 

what up?

im emo-goth. 14 and live in a hell hole. (dont we all) i write stories and poems and listen to anything. anything. black, purple, and crimson are my fav colors. i like fantasy (all sub-genres) and science fiction.

sorry for no caps and almost no punctuation. :)

Welcome to Gnet, wish you could have said more.

Notice the seven posts he's made in less then an hour? I think he's spoken volumes.

Send in the Clowns.

Well, then. i like all kinds of metal, some techno, and lots of emo music. some of my fav bands are within temptation, secondhand serenade, epica, kamelot, dragonlord, dimmu borgir, skillet, dethklok, three days grace, and more.

i like emotional problem books, such as Cut. i am writing an emotional problem book, but it's gonna take a while. i like fantasy and science fiction.

also, i practice witch craft. :)

im also a guy, btw.

Oh, well nice to know that. My I ask, why do you cut your self? (do not tell me because your emo)

i cut because i forget my heartbreak, forget everything else that hurts. i get lost in the moment.

What heartbreak?

whatever heartbreak i go through. recently i found out my ex (gf at the time) possibly lied to me for the whole relationship (only a month, but still)

Oh, well not to be a prude but thats not a very good way to handle it, I just scream or write an angry pussy letter then get a match a burn it. But hey take it esay. Life moves on there are more girl that are much more better, but I've been in your position just not the cutting part

A whole month?

What did she lie about?

possibly everything.

I guess your starting high school (I am too) so it will be faster to forget about it and move on.

hopefully. fortunately, its the beginning of the year. utah sucks...

Yeah I know but I find it to fast and I HATE my spanish class!

And you said you're only 14? That's a lot to go through.

I'm not very old either. The most I can complain about is seeing an 18 year old girl that looks like barbecued chicken because her 95% third degree burns made her skin peel off. And once I knew a guy who can't walk because his buddy stepped on a stack of land mines that were rigged in a daisy chain with home made explosives. Him and his buddy lost their legs and this other guy lost his legs and an arm. And my wife tried to commit suicide once because she was sad that I was so angry from work. That made me sad, but then I realized that I didn't love her anymore because she wasn't the same person I married. Now we don't like each other very much.

Did you love your ex?

You also live on a place where they kill twenty people a day? Once a month they off someone you yourself know?
No? Then shut the fuck up.

Whoa, dude. Why are you so hostile? You don't know what he's been through.

its relative. its hell-hole to me.

and yeah, i did love her, more than anything

I'd hate to be you when you have to face real life.

Yeah. See? It's relative. You can't compare where people live because everyone suffers the same, no matter what their life is like.

And that sucks that she didn't love you back! I don't think I have the strength to cut myself if a girl didn't love me after a month. I'm not sure what would be worse: The razor on my skin, or the blade in my heart... I would probably just crawl into a hole somewhere and die. I don't know how you can deal with that. I mean, if she was just going to lie to you, she should have just broke it off after the first week. It would have still hurt, but maybe not as much... Why did she even need to leave you since you loved her more then anything? Did she even tell you?

You never answered my question, Alan.

And what makes you think that his life isn't real? Can't you see the suffering he feels on a daily basis?

Lucifirius - are you being facetious?

That's a question more appropriate for Versus.

I won't lie. I'm losing a lot of steam to keep it going now that I've sobered a little. It's just not the funny when I work so hard to squeeze out little gems, and get so, so little.

Can I tag team someone?

I said I'm not sure if she even did.

I accept that I don't have the worst of everything, but this is what I am he getting. It's the worst to me.

Facetious, maybe. Not really sure. Normally I just have a "So fucking what?" attitude.

You have a "so what" attitude but your life is hell?

-_-

its hell, but i treat it less than it really is

It's not REALLY hell!
Your whole fucking argument stands in your saying that everything's relative, i.e. you're a pussy and your white upbringing is hell FOR YOU.

IT

IS

NOT

REALLY

HELL

Yes we do.

It's teen angst. We all go through it

Seriously?

Yes.

This is high school/relationship drama that everyone goes through he's talking about. It's not like having your life in danger.

it's all relative. its me, my life, my place. MY hell hole. not you, your life, your place.

"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder"

you can quote me on that

That made no sense at all.

You're not Dante or Sartre.

And you are not the author of that quote, so no.

I'm not even sure how to approach this.

This is me giving him a chance to unfuck himself.

This is him not understanding.

This is dripping with sarcasm, but it's another chance for him.

He still doesn't get it.

This is me comparing his childish temper-tantrum to the summarized version of a couple things that personally bum me out.* At the end I gave him one last chance to fix himself.

And this really pissed me off. Honestly, it's almost beyond words. I could try to convey it with profanity and rage, but I will try to save face and not stoop to his level of pathetic bitching and moaning. It's also a little embarrassing in light of my footnote. Sinjob, I understand what you're saying because it's the same thing that I was trying to say. Maybe I thought it was witty after the booze? I don't know. It doesn't matter.

*Understand that I am not trying to glorify my life's speed bumps. I mean, Jesus fucking Christ! I don't have to live the rest of my life with only an arm left. For fuck's sake, I'm happy that I even have a life to make fun of! I am financially comfortable, I love my job, I have a family who loves me, friends who would do anything for me, and I'm wise enough to appreciate that. I cannot ask for anything more. Knowing how miserable I would be to step into millions of other people's shoes,

I am fucking humbled.

My bad.

:D


You don't gotta stress, I didn't read into it that much.

You're fine, and I understand that you didn't read into it that much.

I'm heated because seeing a few particular things will flip my switch. It's actually pretty embarrassing.

This whole thread made me ROFLMAO!!

Roflmao, do DO da DO...

By the way, I can't stand when you post. Every time you do, I see that catchy song in your signature and it gets stuck in my head for a decent chunk of the day.

I just lost this all. -_-

I know I'm not Dante or Sartre.

What the hell is the argument? God...

You know, I think the points people are making about how his life shit is just as real to him as ACTUAL problems are is actually completely valid. I mean that genuinely: we've ALL been dicks about some insignificnt shit during our younger years, and anyone who claims otherwise is either lying, or the Second Coming in the saintly flesh. I just find it boring, and would rather shit over it than read about it every day for the next month until he gets bored and takes his coming-of-age drma elsewhere.

I'm just sayin'.

my life is my life, not yours. this is what I'm experiencing. this is and has been and will always be my life. only I will experience it. this is my personal hell hole.

Wait a few years.

Read back over your intro here.

Feel appropriately embarrassed.

Weep over the time wasted reading that shit for people with problemsI'm willing to bet you don't yet associate with your everyday life, and repent your narcissim..... but know that we were just te same at some point, being as most f us were just as ridiculous in our angst as you at some point in our lives.

Know also that we forgive you.

And most importantly: SEE YA IN A FEW YEARS! [subtext: when you're less boring] ;)

Wise words, Child. What saddens me is that Lucifer, like everyone else his age, is gonna face touger shit along the way and this little "crisis" will be as troubling as a sand in yr shoes.

You're young, Lucifirus, you should be having the time of your life.

Trust me I am having a shit load of a fun time! *I already have bags under my eye*

nice comic

That was fucking awesome.

I'm a happy little fucker, I dont love or hate life like this kid (I really dont know why he mopes about a girl) but I am guessing its an emo thing.

https://www.t-mobilepictures.com/mya...521770000.jpeg

Really? Believe me when I say you are being dumb.

Try again.