What a waste it has been to come here and try to meet people.
 

It seems everybody here hates me!
Every new thread I make is "pointless" and "stupid".
Almost everyone here seems to "know" me well enough to gauge my intelligence just by my rather sloppy typing skills and wording.
I am regularly called "stupid" “fucktard" and similar derogatory words because I opened my foolish mouth and offered my opinion.

I foolishly came here to meet people, and I have gained more enemies then lukewarm, mostly neutral "allies".
I have offered advice as I knew it and I have admitted that I am not the very sharpest knife in the drawer but certainly not the dullest one.
Still people here took time and effort to make me feel bad for my flaws.
While skipping right over theirs.

I retain the right to fire back when insulted. I think joining this so-called "Goth"
site has been a waste. I have gained bitterness and lost a little hope for people.

I tried to be nice and I was internet fucked!

I am getting jabbed by 90% of everyone now. Even Gothicus is starting to dig into me.

The female members are starting to inform me how repulsive I am to any woman. Very cruel. I am not surprised.

I tried being friendly and I was spit on. I have a mental illness and I have done my very best to be sociable in spite of it.
When I admitted that I have this aspie disorder, I was mashed into the wall even harder.

Like I said, I know I am not the very smartest but I do what I can with what I have. I apparently made the big mistake of offering some opinions about a free energy project and some theories I read about in a Lyne book and I was ripped to shreds by almost everyone, including Gothicus!
What is funny is that I even had some success and there was a period of silence after I volunteered my findings. Hmm.

What pisses me off is that I have seen more foolish and stupid things being said by others and no one bleeds that person like they do to me for much more benign statements.

I am ready to give Gnet up and leave, I doubt that ANYONE will give a fuck if I do. I have done my best to meet people and talk, but I am still the worst person who ever lived according to the people here.

I suppose I am destined to be alone for my miserable life, I am too ugly and repulsive to be even remotely palatable to the opposite sex.
I am apparently so stupid that I am one step above drooling in my morning oatmeal. I will die someday and know one will ever visit my pauper's grave.

My sprit is almost broken; I made a big mistake coming here over a year ago. I just wanted to meet some people and (god forbid) make friends.
Sorry I am such a bad guy.

I don't hate you.

You always say this.
You only have three phases:
1- The attention seeker - when you want everyone to talk about you
2- The nutjob - when you think your believing a couple of books that can't be proven makes us sheep.
3- The whiny bitch - when you think everyone talks about you and no one deserves you

Yet you stay.

1- Sure, I like attention. I don't want everyont to talk about me, what an
idea!
2- I have pointed out several times that I know I am not an expert on physics, but that several theorys in Bill's books have been proven.
Even though I am a friend of his, I do NOT agree with everything he says.

3- Well look at some of the shit I have been told! I have a right to complain!
I have been shot down and shit on by a mamoth crowd.

The reason why I stay is because I don't want to give up. I am yrying to be optomistic and hope it will get better.

They dont like you? Fuck them .... Who needs that? Do you?

Not another bloody "everyone hates me" thread...

Just get the fuck out.

You really think we care enough about you to hate you?

That's your fault.

Your sloppy typing skills and wording are only the foundations for a skyscraper of breeze blocks of stupidity neatly stacked upon one another.

You gave a foolish opinion, we said you were stupid, and you are surprised by this?
That's stupid, fucktard.

A man is on the same level as his enemies.
You're not good enough for me to be an enemy of yours.

We should not criticise your foolishness because you admit you're a fool? How foolish.

You gave us flaws to criticise.
While we were flawless or had flaws that are endearing.
(Yes, I am mocking your strange placement of full stops.)

Fire away. Also, you should just recondition the human race by creating an enormous mind-control machine by reincarnating Nikolai Tesla and running engines with hair grease.
I defer to your physics mastery.

You got cyber? Hey, good for you!

Gothicus has been digging into you for a long time; I guess you wouldn't know of our MSN conversation about you, but it was pretty funny.

It's just women and their forked tongues, amirite?

Lots of people have mental disorders. Obviously the people who cope must outweigh the people who don't, or the entire world would have topped itself by now if everyone with a mental disorder acted like you.

You were wrong! What did you expect? A cookie just for trying?!

Are you fucking kidding? We hardly ever talk about you.

I don't know, Pol Pot's vying for your top spot.

You mean the opposite sex that for some reason was squirting all over their monitors at you, scrambling over each other to call you cute? Are you L'Oiseau Noir in disguise with this fucking persecution complex?

Kein scheisse, Sherlock.

Which one?

We'll forgive you if you stop being an ass.

Opteron_Man, keep in mind that this is the Internet - you can leave whenever you want, you can ignore whomever you please, and we can't hate you because to us you are no more than text on a screen.
You could join any other Internet forum if you wanted.
I may not know you that well, but that's my advice if you want it.

Honestly, it's creepy that whether I make fun of you is of special relevance to you. An attractive young man such as myself is forced to develop a certain tolerance for unsettling comments born of the affections I tend to inspire in other internet denizens, but even still you're beginning to seriously creep me out.
I've ALWAYS made fun of you. Even if maybe once or twice you said something worthy of ridicule and I ignored it instead of responding, I've definitely never said anything nice to you. Jesus! I'm pretty sure myself and other gnet members have VIDEOTAPED ourselves making fun of you and made it available on these forums. For the love of god!

Sure, you've allways made fun of me.
I am begining to believe the whole bunch here are chronically cruel,
slimy scumbags. Gothicus, you are a prime example.

Oh certainly, but when I come here to talk with my so-called peers and get slimed, it gets tough.

My friend tells me all the time that am stupid. I blew my stack one day at him for callimg me retarded, and what he said shocked me:
"Mike, I know you are not stupid, you are actully smart. I call you stupid because it bugs the hell out of you".

But when I am called that over and over, it's like weak acid, it wears me down. Slowly.

I appricaite your advice, a morbid curiosity. Thankyou.

Yes everyone here hates you and is soooooo mean to you. That must be why so many of us took the time to say nice things about you, to calmly and rationally try to explain physics to you so that you would at least semi understand what you were trying to mess with, try to help you find a better hair style, give you advice on clothing, tell you how to make arm warmers, and bunches of other things.

I will try. Will you actully forgive me?
The only wish is that I am accepted somewhere.

As I recall, I said thanks when someone did something nice.
I often do that in real life, not just here.
I haven't forgotten the nice things people have done for me here.
The nasty things sometimes over shadow the pleasent ones.

I am not sure if I should run away from this or suck it up
and try to change.

I do appriciate you advice Solumina. Really, I welcome it.

Um...we don't hate you - well JCC does, but then again he hates everyone, as does Gothicus 'Maximus' - but you should stop whining. I'm sure I saw another thread posted by you, which was similar to this. I suggest that you stop saying "sorry!" for a start - it will help. By the way - which girl called you ugly?

This made me laugh. A lot. Thanks.

I have some advice, Opteron... stop giving a shit.

Seriously, how many people at this site do you honestly expect to ever meet in real life? Assuming any, subtract them from everyone else, and then ask yourself why you should give a flying anal drilling what that everyone else thinks about you.

Well done, you managed to make a statement that is completely antithetical to THE VERY FIRST PART of my own statement on this issue.

Join us again tomorrow when Necrophagist will point out that if it is proven that God does exist, this is conclusive evidence that God isn't there.

Won't that turn me into an uncaring asshole?

Not unless you already lean in that direction.

JCC - You cry when you hear All Hope Is Gone by Slipknot? Awwww

Can you at least try and make your ad hominems slightly relevant?

Yes...I can, but would that be any fun?

But, you're not funny. Irrationality is often funny, but you just can't pull it off. You end up flailing around trying to find something to discredit me with and fail miserably, making me look even more stupendously brilliant than before, and you look like the result of mixing frontal lobotomy with cerebral liquidation and ending up with a strange human that operates only on a mushy rear lobe that secretes a sort of brain sauce.