So I've been dumped.
 

And I've never been dumped before, and talking about "being dumped" makes me feel like I'm 12. Probably makes me sound like it as well.
I'm trying not to make this sound as emotionally bent as I feel, but I seriously love this guy like I never have before.
I don't like being a buzzkill to my friends but I feel like I wanna get it off my chest. Even if I get shit for it 'cause I'm being a whiny bitch, at least it's some sort of counsel.
I live with the guy still and, needless to say, it really sucks really bad.

Really.
Okay.

Why should talking about "being dumped" make you feel 12? I lamented being dumped when I was 19. Of course, I used it as an excuse to drink, which made all my friends (gutterpunks, the lot of them) happy, because it meant they were drinking, too. Assuming that we made enough money for booze.

Just don't get shit-faced while dressed up as a hatchet-wielding maniac.

The best thing you can to is move out , and the second one best thing is to get some sort of psych. for a while , if you don't want to "be a buzzkill" to nobody .
This things take time , so be ready when it gets worst .

I'll hide the hatchet in the garage somewhere. :)

I'm moving out middle of next week.
It's been three days or so, think that's enough time? ha

didn't know that
I was talking about months
you are wellcome anyways

You know... sometimes the other person ending the relationship can make you feel as though you like them more than you do... Its really true that time heals. This might not be the case for you +I hope you don't feel too bad about it.

I hope you feel better.