Lonely (meaningless meandering)
 

Idk, sometimes i feel so empty, like a ghost. I don't have really any friends at school but i think it might just be me being an issue. I hate myself so much.every interaction is always "oh..i dont really care" god i just want someone to talk about bugs, draw with, learn about, talk with, and be a friend to. i feel so stupid and pathetic and gross and slimey being lonely and depressive like the stupid gilt i am


btw sorry for the dojuble upload last time, i didnt know it already sent

I'm so sorry to hear you're feeling that way. It's totally not stupid or pathetic to feel lonely and want human connection. It takes a lot of courage to admit those feelings, so kudos to you for being honest. It might not be you being the issue, maybe you just haven't found the right people who share your interests yet.