Lucifirius says "what up?"
 

what up?

im emo-goth. 14 and live in a hell hole. (dont we all) i write stories and poems and listen to anything. anything. black, purple, and crimson are my fav colors. i like fantasy (all sub-genres) and science fiction.

sorry for no caps and almost no punctuation. :)

Welcome to Gnet, wish you could have said more.

Notice the seven posts he's made in less then an hour? I think he's spoken volumes.

Send in the Clowns.

Well, then. i like all kinds of metal, some techno, and lots of emo music. some of my fav bands are within temptation, secondhand serenade, epica, kamelot, dragonlord, dimmu borgir, skillet, dethklok, three days grace, and more.

i like emotional problem books, such as Cut. i am writing an emotional problem book, but it's gonna take a while. i like fantasy and science fiction.

also, i practice witch craft. :)

im also a guy, btw.

Oh, well nice to know that. My I ask, why do you cut your self? (do not tell me because your emo)

i cut because i forget my heartbreak, forget everything else that hurts. i get lost in the moment.

What heartbreak?

whatever heartbreak i go through. recently i found out my ex (gf at the time) possibly lied to me for the whole relationship (only a month, but still)

Oh, well not to be a prude but thats not a very good way to handle it, I just scream or write an angry pussy letter then get a match a burn it. But hey take it esay. Life moves on there are more girl that are much more better, but I've been in your position just not the cutting part

A whole month?

What did she lie about?

possibly everything.

I guess your starting high school (I am too) so it will be faster to forget about it and move on.

hopefully. fortunately, its the beginning of the year. utah sucks...

Yeah I know but I find it to fast and I HATE my spanish class!

And you said you're only 14? That's a lot to go through.

I'm not very old either. The most I can complain about is seeing an 18 year old girl that looks like barbecued chicken because her 95% third degree burns made her skin peel off. And once I knew a guy who can't walk because his buddy stepped on a stack of land mines that were rigged in a daisy chain with home made explosives. Him and his buddy lost their legs and this other guy lost his legs and an arm. And my wife tried to commit suicide once because she was sad that I was so angry from work. That made me sad, but then I realized that I didn't love her anymore because she wasn't the same person I married. Now we don't like each other very much.

Did you love your ex?

You also live on a place where they kill twenty people a day? Once a month they off someone you yourself know?
No? Then shut the fuck up.

Whoa, dude. Why are you so hostile? You don't know what he's been through.

its relative. its hell-hole to me.

and yeah, i did love her, more than anything

I'd hate to be you when you have to face real life.

Yeah. See? It's relative. You can't compare where people live because everyone suffers the same, no matter what their life is like.

And that sucks that she didn't love you back! I don't think I have the strength to cut myself if a girl didn't love me after a month. I'm not sure what would be worse: The razor on my skin, or the blade in my heart... I would probably just crawl into a hole somewhere and die. I don't know how you can deal with that. I mean, if she was just going to lie to you, she should have just broke it off after the first week. It would have still hurt, but maybe not as much... Why did she even need to leave you since you loved her more then anything? Did she even tell you?

You never answered my question, Alan.

And what makes you think that his life isn't real? Can't you see the suffering he feels on a daily basis?

Lucifirius - are you being facetious?

That's a question more appropriate for Versus.

I won't lie. I'm losing a lot of steam to keep it going now that I've sobered a little. It's just not the funny when I work so hard to squeeze out little gems, and get so, so little.

Can I tag team someone?