Losing It
 

Everything seems to fall back on this stupid idealistic fantasy that I'm breathing for a purpose. I want and long to express the thoughts and ambitions I have but I can't seem to get beyond my own struggles with this emptiness. I lock myself in a cage of psychological torment. I am trapped, tucked away behind the metaphorical boundaries that I limit myself to when I can't even look in the wrong direction. My eyes are giant marbles, I can't find my way anywhere. I don't know where I'm going...and everything relates back to death...I don't care because humans are dead.

Gothic.net's award goes to the poster of the following how many threads?
https://www.gothic.net/boards/search...earchid=448163

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Shouldn't this be in the rant section?

<Vyvian, get on myspace, please>

That was a pointless thread mindless1, maybe people would start taking you more seriously if you stopped making so many threads.

No. That wouldn't help. Maybe if we just played marbles with her eyes.

haha sounds like an idea.

That was completely unnecessary:
Both the thread and the responses.

I'm sorry....

Another pointless topic... I`m not sure if you, mindless1, want advice or just want to be the center of attention?

Or we could play conkers with them.
Except they wont be conkers... They'll be marbles...

It sounded like a poem ^^
And guys, don't be mean to her =P

Me too, I don't mind what was posted. I agree with what you said about threads being necessary. I don't think any post here is really necessary besides the introduction one. I don't think there is anything wrong with wanting some attention, we all feel that way sometimes. Deathchii, you're right, it did kinda sound like a poem and I liked it. I don't think people should be mean over something like this, I just don't get it.

thankyou so much for being understanding. I thought I would just post how I felt as well as the other people who post here. I mean, was having a kind of bad day and am away from home surrounded by tons of people I don't know. Just needed some reference, maybe a good laugh not aimed at me....I'm getting sick of mollymac and whoever else- the same people again and again.
I need to meet some new people on this forum.

I figured this section was for people to just give a general idea of how they were doing, and it says to go ahead and talk about issues. I didn't put this in the general section. This isn't about anything else other than "whining" so it's sort of free, isn't it? I'm not in this forum to be laughed at by certain members who keep on posting on my threads with hate remarks. I disagree to the others that this post is unnecessary and irrelevant and a load of selfish crap. I think anyone would get a little annoyed after awhile of being handed the same card. This isn't a game. I'm here just like everyone else is and I would like the members who keep harassing me to leave me alone if you have nothing better to do with yourself or your time. Thankyou delicate torture for being honest and secure. I understand I came off on the wrong foot with my replies but didn't mean to be rude. Your advice was helpful I just misunderstood it and didn't mean to react too strongly.

[Eats beef jerky].

Mmm... Beef jerky...

It's all actually unnecessary. If this webforum was somehow necessary, I would weep.

Well said. My thoughts exactly. Her threads aren't any more necessary than yours or any less so. This is a free forum and everyone is allowed to create as many threads as they want. This one might have had meaning, this person wants help. Her creating many threads does not make her any less of a person.

Maybe you're wasting your time. You consider it unnecessary to follow your own advice and respect the people on this forum. You don't deserve any from me.

Stop with these personal insults. Obviously you just want to join in.

Mindless
Explain a little more clearly what the problem is. I actually want to help.

I respect the people.

Not you.

i dont get what the problem is, could you explain please?

I think she was just having a bad day... and wants a hug?