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Sanctusdei · 06-26-2006, 05:44 AM

Oh and BTW Loy, I wasn't even here when he posted it... got angry when he did... he apologised to me and intends to apologise to EPS but stands firm on his opinion of almost everyone else, and don't you dare use your respect of me as a wieght over my head, if you believe any of this bullshit then you never had any for me to began with...Don't fucking speak to me about prejudice and spite his one word insult would NEVER compare with the slew of bullshit that flew my way. I didn't let ANYONE take charge of shit, he took his own charge... All of EPS's friends stepped in and tore me to peices, and I didn't even do anything... Then one person who knows what kind of person I'm not steps in for me and makes one comment toward the one person who could have ended the slander long enough to discover the truth, then all hell brakes loose. Nice to know I never had friends here... save a few, almost every last one of you has lied to me... because apparently there was never a relationship to want to save amongst you.

Let me lay it down for you simply.

I was given a 24 hour window to defend an offence I never commited, I had to work/sleep the first 18-20 hours of that time limit and found out about it far too late. When I explained myself (which I shouldn't of had to do) I was attacked... repeatedly...and with severe maliace. I tried to keep my head, responded on level terms... no matter how mean and immature the responses got I alone remained calm. I was hurt at that point that EPS never stepped in... atleast quelled the public attack... now I stand here, friendships ruined and my name torn to shreads... all over nothing.

I have a right to be hurt... to be angry.. to hate. He has a right to feel the same this situation has directly affected him through our relationship, your forgetting that behind every word I write is a REAL FUCKING PERSON... an every last person who posted here has caused me far more pain then one word could ever cause EPS. But this dosen't mean I condone it... and the boi is sorry for it. But at this point nothing that comes of this is any of your business... you caused a shit storm long before he tried to defend me in it... now it's up to EPS and I to fix it. Thanks for all your 'help' btw.

06-26-2006, 05:44 AM	#39
Sanctusdei Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: In my own hell f*cked mind. Posts: 1	Oh and BTW Loy, I wasn't even here when he posted it... got angry when he did... he apologised to me and intends to apologise to EPS but stands firm on his opinion of almost everyone else, and don't you dare use your respect of me as a wieght over my head, if you believe any of this bullshit then you never had any for me to began with...Don't fucking speak to me about prejudice and spite his one word insult would NEVER compare with the slew of bullshit that flew my way. I didn't let ANYONE take charge of shit, he took his own charge... All of EPS's friends stepped in and tore me to peices, and I didn't even do anything... Then one person who knows what kind of person I'm not steps in for me and makes one comment toward the one person who could have ended the slander long enough to discover the truth, then all hell brakes loose. Nice to know I never had friends here... save a few, almost every last one of you has lied to me... because apparently there was never a relationship to want to save amongst you. Let me lay it down for you simply. I was given a 24 hour window to defend an offence I never commited, I had to work/sleep the first 18-20 hours of that time limit and found out about it far too late. When I explained myself (which I shouldn't of had to do) I was attacked... repeatedly...and with severe maliace. I tried to keep my head, responded on level terms... no matter how mean and immature the responses got I alone remained calm. I was hurt at that point that EPS never stepped in... atleast quelled the public attack... now I stand here, friendships ruined and my name torn to shreads... all over nothing. I have a right to be hurt... to be angry.. to hate. He has a right to feel the same this situation has directly affected him through our relationship, your forgetting that behind every word I write is a REAL FUCKING PERSON... an every last person who posted here has caused me far more pain then one word could ever cause EPS. But this dosen't mean I condone it... and the boi is sorry for it. But at this point nothing that comes of this is any of your business... you caused a shit storm long before he tried to defend me in it... now it's up to EPS and I to fix it. Thanks for all your 'help' btw.