I regret not playing with my sister on the days when all her friends were busy. I'd always make up some excuse about homework, partly because I knew she'd want to play dolls and I honestly never cared for dolls at all myself and partly because, well, she was my little sister, it's pretty normal to say no. Looking back though... I realize that I hurt her which is the last thing I ever wanted to do. Now I can't even apologize to her, let alone find some way to make up for it. I just feel so horrible. I knew she was dying, but... I never thought it'd actually happen. It's prety much the only thing I would go back and change if I could; I'd be nicer to my sis.
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He said "It's all in your head"
And I said, "So's everything," but he didn't get it
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