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Catch · 10-15-2006, 09:30 AM

I was avoiding this thread, but I physically lost my virginity at 15. I was *****. As for the kind of virginity when you give yourself to someone because you love them, it hasn't ever happened.

I feel a littl ebad too, because I was in a long relationship, but it started out when I was too drunk to drive and he ***** me. I stayed with him though, because that's how a lot of my relationships started. I would ask him why he loved me and he would say, "Because you love me." Except, during the years together, never really felt like I actually loved him.

Hoped maybe he would change his mind sometimes and say something different, like, "Because you're are beautiful." or "Because you're my best friend." It never happened.

So now I'm back in the city I was raised in and so idiot think that making the statement that they want to have sex with me is going to somehow lead to sex. Is it any wonder that avoid people?

10-15-2006, 09:30 AM	#282
Catch Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Bliss Posts: 4,374	I was avoiding this thread, but I physically lost my virginity at 15. I was ***. As for the kind of virginity when you give yourself to someone because you love them, it hasn't ever happened. I feel a littl ebad too, because I was in a long relationship, but it started out when I was too drunk to drive and he *** me. I stayed with him though, because that's how a lot of my relationships started. I would ask him why he loved me and he would say, "Because you love me." Except, during the years together, never really felt like I actually loved him. Hoped maybe he would change his mind sometimes and say something different, like, "Because you're are beautiful." or "Because you're my best friend." It never happened. So now I'm back in the city I was raised in and so idiot think that making the statement that they want to have sex with me is going to somehow lead to sex. Is it any wonder that avoid people? __________________ I Like Cheese!