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Rizash · 11-22-2006, 11:07 PM

Hello ladies and gents.... I already posted a topic in fashion, but noticed this shortly afterwords.

I'm Adam... AKA Rizash. Rizash means Risen from the Ashes.... I created the nick back in 01 when I was going to "re-start" my entire life. Little did I know it would take me til 2006 to actually get to know myself well enough to start to exprss myself!

All my life I've been "anti trendy" "anti popular" etc... and have always wanted to be myself. I was pretty much "walled" into hiding my true color by fear or rejection. Now that I'm a bit older and every last one of my friends has moved off I'm saying "screw you guys" to society... I'm going my own route, the way I should have years ago. I'm really just starting to meet my style with my lifestyle/way of thinking (as it has been for more than a decade). I'm really opening up to myself, and its time for a few changes in my life... the first being fashon.

For the record.... my current "style" is non existant and anti-conformation driven. its non name brand shirts and blue jeans.... and by shirts, I mean work style T-shirts and pocket T-s... cant get any LESS stylish than that, hehe. I've also been the type that didnt really care about hair, etc.... since no matter what I wasnt happy with how I looked because it didnt feel right. I think I've found my groove, though!

Please say hello if you happen to read this! You guys are awesome, from what I've seen in your posts anyway!

11-22-2006, 11:07 PM	#1
Rizash Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Wisconsin Posts: 222	How goes? Hello ladies and gents.... I already posted a topic in fashion, but noticed this shortly afterwords. I'm Adam... AKA Rizash. Rizash means Risen from the Ashes.... I created the nick back in 01 when I was going to "re-start" my entire life. Little did I know it would take me til 2006 to actually get to know myself well enough to start to exprss myself! All my life I've been "anti trendy" "anti popular" etc... and have always wanted to be myself. I was pretty much "walled" into hiding my true color by fear or rejection. Now that I'm a bit older and every last one of my friends has moved off I'm saying "screw you guys" to society... I'm going my own route, the way I should have years ago. I'm really just starting to meet my style with my lifestyle/way of thinking (as it has been for more than a decade). I'm really opening up to myself, and its time for a few changes in my life... the first being fashon. For the record.... my current "style" is non existant and anti-conformation driven. its non name brand shirts and blue jeans.... and by shirts, I mean work style T-shirts and pocket T-s... cant get any LESS stylish than that, hehe. I've also been the type that didnt really care about hair, etc.... since no matter what I wasnt happy with how I looked because it didnt feel right. I think I've found my groove, though! Please say hello if you happen to read this! You guys are awesome, from what I've seen in your posts anyway!