[Johnny Gnar Gnar]

Ok, here's the long and short. I wound up running around with this girl in a whole in the wall town in what is now called Utah over Christmas break. We were all lovey-dovey, and it was great. Well, she had some stuff going on in her life that I told her she needed to figure out before I would consider dating her seriously (I'm moving down there this fall). So it began. Always it was "Oh, I'll do it tomorrow," or "Oh, I'll take care of it next month." Somehow I started to get the impression that she somehow thought of me as this great person who could lift her up from the depths of her depression. So I played the nice guy, and tried to help her help herself. Tried to tell her the only way for her to be happy was to be happy with herself, then, something could possibly work out between the two of us. Then, came the first time I got mad. She threatened to end it all. "It's just too much. You and I will never work out, blah, blah blah." If there is one thing in this world that truly angers me, it is talk of that. I have had too many friends go out that way, and I just really have something against it. So I quit talking with her for awhile. She got hold of me maybe a week ago, starting to sound like she was doing better. So I started talking with her again. Until yet again, she sent me a text message that she had spent the past three hours in the woods with the barrel of her .45 in her mouth. So I quit talking to her. Then, about three or four days ago, she got hold of me again, saying yea, I found someone down here to make me feel good about myself. I said great, wonderful, yea sure, we can try and be friends. This was the latest in the great line of mistakes. This morning I was woke by the sound of Everyday is Halloween coming from my phone. It was a text message from her, talking of how bad her life sucked. I had just got to sleep, and was in no mood to talk so I ignored it. Shut off the phone and tried to get back to sleep. Today has been filled with texts and phone calls, that I haven't answered. Until, finally, the last message she left me. "Oh it sucks so bad, boofrigginhoo, I'm just going to sleep in my car tonight, thanks so f*cking much for caring for me, your an ass." etc. etc. etc. So, I am done. I cannot deal with someone who is that constantly depressed. We all get down, I've been there, but she just will not accept the fact that things DO eventually get better. She had this great idea she could push me away, get me angry, and have me pine away for her the rest of my life. Well, this simply is not the case. I was over her quite awhile ago, and realized that we would never have any kind of future together. I have told her this on a couple of occasions, but she does not listen. Oh well, I don't have to worry about it anymore. Does anyone know how to get a number blocked? *end rant*