[VamPirate]

My dad's a total bastard. He got tired of my mom (who’s a fucking ANGEL btw) cheated on her, blamed her for all his problems, then left us . Now that you’re caught-up here’s what happened today (Valentine’s day):

At 4AM this morning a big vase of roses mysteriously appeared on the front porch. For me from my dad. Sure it’s sweet, but I couldn’t believe that he had the balls to give me some big pricey thing without so much as a card or a piece of candy for my mother or brother. It’s a real slap in the face for them, and it hurts like hell for me to be favored like that (and it’s not a new thing, he keeps trying to get me to hang out with him while COMPLETLY disregarding them and their feelings)

At first I ignored the situation, I just left the stupid flowers on the porch while I ate my breakfast and my mom went to her job interview, but then my dad called. It was a short conversation and I managed to stay civil, but afterwards I went from pissed-off to emo (so I cheered myself up with some Aiden) to SUPER pissed-off. At this point I lit a big fire in the hearth and torched the mother-fuckers (it was actually really beautiful I highly recommend it) I even burned the glass vase (which exploded hee-hee)

Now before you tell me that I should be posting on the whining board (which maybe I should) let me tell you that I actually have a reason for telling this story: I was planning on tapping the smoky vase shards back together, filling it with the ashes and the scorched stems left from my little Valentine’s bonfire and then leaving it on HIS porch with a note telling him how pissed I am at him. But now that I’ve cooled down and had my coffee I don’t know if I should or not. I hate how he’s screwed us over and then put me in this position of favoritism (while all the while pretending that nothing’s wrong) but knowing how oblivious he is I’m sure he just thought he was doing something nice for his little girl (which I am NOT anymore).

What do you think I should do? He’s in an other state right now so I have a little time to decide, but I’ve been too damn emotional to be decisive about anything lately…. (I’m so pathetic *sigh*)