The only thing more painful than a root canal is being told by your [unrequited] love that he "reckons" that both he and the one he loves, feel that they belong together.
Though ... I think I asked for it. I bring up topics which ultimately lead him to saying something about *her*, something that makes me feel like a burning rod is being shoved through my heart.
I'm just curious ... or sadistic. I'm really beginning to think that I'm the later. A glutton for agony. Why oh why do I submit myself to it ... makes me think of a piece of dialogue from some TV show. "You know me. I'd be miserable if I was happy."
And sure, I'm still young. I, provided that I fulfill my life expectancy, may find someone who I'll love just as much as I do _____ at present ... but that doesn't make it hurt any less.
Having said that, I enrol at uni on the 19th. And I start on the 1st of March. Plenty of fish there. Yes ... better to be optimistic about it. I'm feeling VERY optimistic. Woop-de-doo ... but evidently, from my tone, also very sarcastic. Heh.
I'm such a whiner.
