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KontanKarite · 04-11-2007, 01:10 PM

In terms of traditional Christian thought, there is no room for me in Heaven. I am not invited into that place. I acknowledge the existence of YHWY, but at the same time, there are other gods I believe to be real.

There are certain aspects of the godhead that I don't agree with. The best I can ever hope for is mercy. It's something I can't ask for because I don't feel that I have flaws that are Hell worthy. And the flaws that I do see are the ones I try to work on to become a better person. But that's not enough, apparently. Maybe there's an ego to be stroked. Who knows? But my relationship with God has always been a depressing one. I'm not misguided, I just see personality conflicts between me and the creator. Hopefully S/He can overlook that since I am apparently the one to be forgiven and not Him/Her.

04-11-2007, 01:10 PM	#86
KontanKarite Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: Harlem Posts: 6,909 Blog Entries: 1	In terms of traditional Christian thought, there is no room for me in Heaven. I am not invited into that place. I acknowledge the existence of YHWY, but at the same time, there are other gods I believe to be real. There are certain aspects of the godhead that I don't agree with. The best I can ever hope for is mercy. It's something I can't ask for because I don't feel that I have flaws that are Hell worthy. And the flaws that I do see are the ones I try to work on to become a better person. But that's not enough, apparently. Maybe there's an ego to be stroked. Who knows? But my relationship with God has always been a depressing one. I'm not misguided, I just see personality conflicts between me and the creator. Hopefully S/He can overlook that since I am apparently the one to be forgiven and not Him/Her. __________________ No Gods. No Kings. Not all beliefs and ideas are equal.