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Originally Posted by PersephoneX
I'm going to take on a little job at a computer shop for R300 less than i'm earning now. But i need to pay off my student loan...And i can't stay here. They destroyed my confidence in myself and i wana get out before its too late.
Also...I'm moving in with my ferret on tuesday. So i have to pack...and be ready to go at 7:30am. My parents are going to kill me.  |
Yeah, I could never figure out whether Ferret is an actual ferret, or if that is a pet name for a boy. I think I wanted to assume it was an actual ferret because some of the things you used to say you do with your ferret, and my imagining it was a pet, led me to believe that you were joking around and that would make me laugh.
Anyhow, good luck with that. What is R300? You shouldn't feel a loss of self confidence because someone was a jerk to you. You should know that you will never allow that to happen again, and move forward. Sometimes, you have to lose a bit to gain much more. It's a leap of faith, because you don't know what will happen, but good things can happen, for sure. I know just how you feel about your job right now, and I left mine for one that paid even less than what I was making. But mgmt at my new job appreciated my work ethic, (unless my old jerk-off employers who LOVED to use people), and I was able to move up quickly and am now getting almost 5k more in a decent position and in very relaxed environment. My pal got fired our job, but now she is pursuing her dreams and seemingly getting somewhere as a dancer. See where I'm going w/ this encouragement? You will feel different soon. Nothing's permanent.
Oh, and yeah, there's nothing you can do about your parents soon to be had sh*t fit. They're going to miss you!