Hey Guys! I'm back, but not sure for how long...

Anyway. The holiday was great. I did many of the wine routes and even learned how brandy is made. I found the wine we're serving at my 21st and went home with four cases.

NO! i'm not an alki! The place where we stayed was so peaceful that my ears were ringing when we got there, NO traffic noises! There were dear and frogs and things. I even swam in the lake! Yes, that's right! ME, swimming! My brother and i got drunk on DECENT wine! I didn’t drink any vodka and coke and i barely smoked!
Anyway, Ferret and i broke me out of my parent's house on Friday morning and i spent the weekend dealing with the fall out. My parents went looking for me at all the places we go to. They finally got hold of me and eventually got me to agree to go home and talk to them on Saturday afternoon. Ferret and i unpacked me and i got settled in with him. I even cooked the second night i was there. I enjoyed being with him and not stressing about being caught!
Yesterday, i agreed to go back to my parent's house for negotiation. I agreed to give them a week and if i'm still uncomfortable with where we stand, i will continue to live with my Ferret.
Being with him every day was awesome! We both enjoyed it. And it was great to be able to know we weren’t doing anything wrong anymore. Went home yesterday and laid down the battle lines. I made it clear that i did not want to leave my Ferret. And that we ARE serious about each other, whether we have their approval or not. I explained that that, along with many other reasons, is why i moved out. My parents proposed ways of working around the issues and hopefully resolving them. We also spoke about them giving us a chance to prove that there is no reason for them not to want us to be together. I even had my father admitting that he had no reason not to like my Ferret for whatever reason...
Last night i slept in my empty room at my parent's house with Salem. Who clearly missed me. And i missed my Ferret. We spoke for a few hours last night, while he worked. And i called him this morning to see how he was doing. We both didnt sleep very well...
But at least things are looking like they're going somewhere for us for a change...
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It's not so much the pain
It's more the actual knife
Pretending the picture is perfect
I cut myself to sleep
I close my eyes for a second
And curse my fragile soul
I scream to hide that I'm lonely
The echo calls my name
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