Thanks so much, all of you, I can't say how grateful I am for all your kind words and advice. I love you guys!
I'm stuck here, unfortunately, as all my good friends have moved to other cities to attend universities there, and all my relatives either hate me or live just around the corner, but it is still a comfort to know that I'm not the only one with problems like these, and that there are some people out there who care. I'll manage somehow. An old friend of my mother's comes to visit us and stay for two weeks in the end of this month, and I'll be sure to talk to her about my concerns and ask if she could perhaps talk to my mother about it for me. I've joined an online support group now where I'll be able to talk to people with problems like mine, and I hope that this is also going to be of some help. I only have to wait until next August, when I'm moving to a boarding school type of institution to study. It still seems far too long till 21 August, when school starts, but somehow I'll manage, I just have to. As of now, something tells me I won't be spending much time at home any more... even staying at school until closing time sounds preferable to this.