[Breathless Horror]

I tend to think of ways to torture and kill people too. It kind of scares me some times. I'll think of a particularly cruel way to do someone in, then will be totally disgusted with myself for thinking of it. It scares me because I always think of it in terms of visualising myself doing it to a certain person, rather than in terms of "hey you could push someone off a cliff and try to hit a certain spot on the bottom". I also hear people calling my name all the time. Even when I'm alone.