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I know, I'm still doing that =P
I just feel so shitty right now because all that stuff my parents said is circling in my head... and it's true... and I feel so bad... and I feel bad for feeling bad; because people are going through so much worse... and I feel bad that I'm don't have it as bad because I don't deserve to have it this good... I have so much work to do... but I feel too shitty to do it... so in turn I am stressing out more... but I shouldn't be complaining... I don't have the right to complain... in the end I just feel really really bad >_<
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To the somethingness
Which prevents the nothingness
Like Homer's wild boar
From trashing this way and that
Its white tusks
Through human beings
Like crackling stalks
And to nothing less
I offer this suffering of my father
"The Offering" - Stan Rice
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