This is about my mother.
WTF is wrong with my damn mother!!! There must be something wrong with her mentally... well at times it seems like it. Here's the problem: we are running into a really little bit financial difficulty (not too big of a deal atm) and we decided moving into a smaller house would be a better idea. Everything was fine n we even saw a house we liked!!!
THen mother saw an easy decision and thought "how should i complicate things once again?". Now she's making everyone go on a guilt trup saying things like "we shouldn't have bought a house", "we haven't enjoyed this house yet", basically to me and my sister saying "your fault, your fault, you don't care, blah, blah, blah..."
WE MADE A DAMN DECISION DON'T FUCK IT UP!!!! I hate when she does that!! And because of her being my mother, she knows what to say to make us upset and shit.
Then she said something i got pissed at : "It's only your fault, why can't you give up something. In life we need to make sacrifices. You guys are so stubborn." Look the thing is that we have been giving up EVERY FUCKING THING ever since we were little children playing with dolls. i gave up my entire life, every single part of it almost 4 times over!!! Is that not good enough 4 a sacrifice???
The worst thing is that she is my mother and I feel that in my 16 years of this life, she has failed to understand me as a person. I know this as a fact. She has been the cause to a lot of my problems and yet she thinks she's a "perfect mother".
Okay I think that's enough for now, but I do have A LOT more to say about her.
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