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Long story short, he was in love with me two years ago, and I perpetually refused him because I thought 'there's gotta be better guys out there'. Turns out, there aren't! About a year ago I realised he's a pretty great guy, and he still liked me, but he was afraid to show it because he thought I'd reject him again. And I was afraid he was still mad at me for what I had done to him. So, we're both in love with each other and afraid to show it. How fucked up is that?
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"I have cultivated my hysteria with delight and terror. Now I suffer continually from vertigo, and today, 23rd of January, 1862, I have received a singular warning, I have felt the wind of the wing of madness pass over me." - Charles Baudelaire
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