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††BlackRose†† · 09-22-2007, 06:19 AM

Okay I need to rant once more about my parents.

Today I got yelled at sooo bad. Not because of anything I did, but because something they expected me to do. Apparently there is this religious thing going on at their friend's house. The same friend that critisizes me to no end.

Today they had to go to his house and me and my sister didn't go. Mother made up this whole story of how they felt soooooo embarrassed and insulted since everyone had their children there with them.

Okay say if they did. I still wouldn't want to go. They are also the most judgemental people I have every seen!!!!! They are all into rap and hip-hop. Now usually people who are 100% totally into that kind of music, tend to be less accepting of people who like other genres.... which is true in this case.

That was besides the point. Me and my sister started thinking WTF?? What do you want us to do??? She was bringing out the guilt card and the blame card. Then she said that I have an attitude problem.

Okay this is what I am thinking:
1) YOU were the cause of my low self-esteem
2) Whenever you verbally abuse me, I take it.
3) I never yell at you, or hit you
4) You have given me stress for my whole life and I am asking to be freed from it this year since this year is the most important year od my life (last year of high school)
5) You never wanted me to go out with my friends, so I didn't
6) I even cancelled plans because of you
7) YOU are the one that spies on me and my sister when we are talking about things

In my opinion I am trying my best to be the best so I can live up to her expectations. I keep yelled at about things to make me feel like an inferior person. I HAVE NO ATTITUDE TO HER FACE WHERE THE FUCK DID THIS ATTITUDE COME FROM!!!!

And finally: HOW DARE SHE REMIND ME ABOUT WHO'S PAYING FOR MY UNIVERSITY!!!! HOW DARE SHE EVEN SAY THAT ITS IN HER HANDS WHETHER SHE EVEN WANTS TO SEND ME THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!

I didn't do my best last year because of their stress, and now they are doing it again....

Thats my parents. They yell at me and the worst thing is that they are in the way for my quest for independence.

09-22-2007, 06:19 AM	#4248
††BlackRose†† Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Canada Posts: 1,041	Okay I need to rant once more about my parents. Today I got yelled at sooo bad. Not because of anything I did, but because something they expected me to do. Apparently there is this religious thing going on at their friend's house. The same friend that critisizes me to no end. Today they had to go to his house and me and my sister didn't go. Mother made up this whole story of how they felt soooooo embarrassed and insulted since everyone had their children there with them. Okay say if they did. I still wouldn't want to go. They are also the most judgemental people I have every seen!!!!! They are all into rap and hip-hop. Now usually people who are 100% totally into that kind of music, tend to be less accepting of people who like other genres.... which is true in this case. That was besides the point. Me and my sister started thinking WTF?? What do you want us to do??? She was bringing out the guilt card and the blame card. Then she said that I have an attitude problem. Okay this is what I am thinking: 1) YOU were the cause of my low self-esteem 2) Whenever you verbally abuse me, I take it. 3) I never yell at you, or hit you 4) You have given me stress for my whole life and I am asking to be freed from it this year since this year is the most important year od my life (last year of high school) 5) You never wanted me to go out with my friends, so I didn't 6) I even cancelled plans because of you 7) YOU are the one that spies on me and my sister when we are talking about things In my opinion I am trying my best to be the best so I can live up to her expectations. I keep yelled at about things to make me feel like an inferior person. I HAVE NO ATTITUDE TO HER FACE WHERE THE FUCK DID THIS ATTITUDE COME FROM!!!! And finally: HOW DARE SHE REMIND ME ABOUT WHO'S PAYING FOR MY UNIVERSITY!!!! HOW DARE SHE EVEN SAY THAT ITS IN HER HANDS WHETHER SHE EVEN WANTS TO SEND ME THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!!!!!!!! I didn't do my best last year because of their stress, and now they are doing it again.... Thats my parents. They yell at me and the worst thing is that they are in the way for my quest for independence.