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Originally Posted by BLEED REBELION!!!
I don’t know if I want them to see it or not. And I don’t know how to “ask” for help because is embarrassing and, they wouldn’t like what they hear, they would probably send me somewhere..
I have no clue what I want.
I just know that Im not happy, and I hate it here but I cant leave. I know that It makes me feel better to hurt myself, and that it’s the only way to keep myself from blowing up and doing something stupid……….Like beating someone else to death…..
How bad could an infection last? How bad can it get? And how long do I have till I get one?
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So your pride is more important to you then your happiness? Unless you are a clear danger to yourself or others you will not get "sent" anywhere.
There are many other effective coping mechanisms besides self harm. It is far from your only option.
Your skin will get irritated soon, in the next few days probably. From there it will either get infected, or your body will start rejecting the piercings (pushing them out slowly) or both. If you're too embarrassed to see a counselor, how are you going to explain why you need to see a doctor, who will likely be less understanding of your behavior?